Yours
C. S. Lewis
Your correspondence has contained no Latin verse for a long time!
TO SHELDON VANAUKEN (BOD):
Magdalen College
Oxford
22/4/53
Dear Mr. Van Auken
It was very nice to hear from you. I hope my interest in you both is something less blasphemous than that of a Creator in a creature (it wd. anyway be begetting not creating, see Philemon 10).
(#ulink_8022e953-a176-59ec-a454-0bbe0e577930) My feeling about people in whose conversion I have been allowed to play a part is always mixed with awe and even fear: such as a boy might feel on first being allowed to fire a rifle. The disproportion between his puny finger on the trigger and the thunder & lightning wh. follow is alarming. And the seriousness with which the other party takes my words always raises the doubt whether I have taken them seriously enough myself. By writing the things I write, you see, one especially qualifies for being hereafter ‘condemned out of one’s mouth’.
(#ulink_6cb293c7-78eb-5dc7-9b84-1336dc02fedb) Think of me as a fellow-patient in the same hospital who, having been admitted a little earlier, cd. give some advice.
The semi-Christians (in dog-collars) that you speak of are a great trial. Our College chaplain is rather of that kind. I’m glad you have something better in your own church.
I feel an amused recognition when you describe those moments at wh. one feels ‘How cd. I–I, of all people–ever have come to believe this cock & bull story’ I think they will do us no harm. Aren’t they just the reverse side of one’s just recognition that the truth is amazing? Our fathers were more familiar with the opposite danger of taking it all for granted: which is probably just as bad.
God bless you both: you are always in my prayers. I hope we may meet again one day.
Yours
C. S. Lewis
TO NATHAN COMFORT STARR (W): TS
Magdalen College,
Oxford.
25th April 1953.
Dear Starr,
By all means give Masato Hori an introduction,
(#ulink_bde0aa61-c737-5f97-9b7b-4c4b25d9a970) but don’t give him the illusion that I’m a mystic or an authority on mysticism. Dozens of things in your letter are exciting, but this is the first day of term. In haste. We both send greetings.
Yours,
C. S. Lewis
TO I. O. EVANS (W):
Magdalen College
Oxford
27/4/53
Dear Evans
I am really very sorry. The Devil you Say
(#ulink_3bb57261-204e-5587-9b84-2538a65c181f) got put on a pile of ‘books received’-most of them (I don’t include yours) a major plague of my life–and I forgot all about it. I have now read a few pages: there was nothing to tempt one to go on. It certainly seems to be a gross plagiarism: I am writing to New York Macmillan to draw their attention to it. Thanks v. much for sending it. With all good wishes, and thanks also to your American friend.
Yours
C. S. Lewis
TO MARY WILLIS SHELBURNE (W): TS
54/53.
Magdalen College,
Oxford.
9th May 1953.
Dear Mrs. Shelburne,
There’s very little time today, so I must be short. I am afraid it is certainly true in England that Christians are in the minority. But remember, the change from, say, thirty years ago, consists largely in the fact that nominal Christianity has died out, so that only those who really believe now profess. The old conventional church-going of semi-believers or almost total unbelievers is a thing of the past. Whether the real thing is rarer than it was would be hard to say. Fewer children are brought up to it: but adult conversions are very frequent.
I’m so glad to hear you have had a more satisfactory talk with your daughter.
I enclose a copy of the only photo which I have at the moment; it’s only a passport one I’m afraid.
Yours most sincerely
C. S. Lewis
TO GEOFFREY BLES (BOD): TS
28/53.
Magdalen College,
Oxford.
9th May 1953.