Husband by Choice

“I’m willing to help out anyplace I can.” Innocuous words. She’d see where they took her.

“I’m assuming you have certification? A state license to practice?”

“Yes.” Under her married name. The only legal name she’d had since she left Steve Smith seven years before.

“Can I have a copy of it?”

A vision of Devon Wright’s effusive smile as he’d said goodbye to her the day before flashed across her mind. A picture of little Olivia, the three-year-old who was having surgery in another couple of weeks and would need help learning to swallow again. She’d spent six weeks with the little girl already, earning her trust, preparing her....

Jenna had a job to do. Meredith had a life to live.

But she couldn’t live it until Jenna did her job. And only if Jenna was successful....

She’d been at this crossroads before. Three other times. And each and every time she’d given up not only the life, but the goals. The joy. She’d allowed Steve to take away more than just her freedom. He’d taken away vital parts of her....

“Your secrets are safe here.” Lila’s soft tone was like a buzzer in the cacophony rumbling through her mind.

“It’s not my secrets I’m concerned about.”

“You are safe here.”

She wasn’t concerned about herself, either. But knew better than to say so out loud. At least in this atmosphere.

She wasn’t here to recover from domestic violence. She had a mate who treated her with decency and respect. Who was fully a partner and companion.

She’d sought the life she wanted and obtained it, just as she had every right to do. She’d stood up, pressed forward. She’d dared to reach for her dreams.

She’d succeeded.

Steve hadn’t gotten the message.

She’d looked fear in the eye and her ex-husband was looking right back at her.

So she was going to stare him down. And the first one who looked away would lose.

This was it. Her stare down.

She wasn’t turning her back again until Steve was out of her life for good.

Because there was no way in hell Steve’s evil was going to touch Max or Caleb. At least not on a daily basis. Not as a way of life....

“You don’t have to take this journey alone.”

Jenna’s gaze focused outwardly again. Lila was watching her, and judging by her compassionate, almost knowing expression, she’d been doing so for quite some time.

The older woman had asked for her certification. For Meredith Bennet’s certification. And unlike the other personas she’d left behind each time Steve had resurfaced in her life, Meredith was not going to fade away.

Meredith had a husband. And a son. Both of whom she loved more than she loved herself. She couldn’t turn her back on them. Even if she never saw them again.

And that was something else she couldn’t think about. Because in order for them to be safe, Max had to believe that she’d left him. He had to move on. She had to let him.

And if she succeeded? If she lived to see herself free of Steve? Was it right or fair for her to hope that somehow Max would be available to take up where they left off?

“I can show you my certification.” She had a scanned copy on the tablet she kept in her purse. “But if I do so, I put someone I love at risk.”

“How so?”

Something told her Lila was different. More than a counselor. Or a paid helper. More than a crusader for the cause.

And maybe Meredith had grown soft. Maybe Jenna’s skin wasn’t as hard as it needed to be.

“Jenna McDonald is not my real name, but it is the only name anyone here can know me by.”

“And if someone here knows you by your legal name, who would be hurt?”

Jenna couldn’t think of a thing to say.

Lila sipped tea. Jenna wanted out. It was past Caleb’s bedtime.

Not a Lemonade Stand thought.

“Okay.” The older woman’s voice broke the silence again. Broke through the emptiness inside of Jenna. “Block the name out. Show me the certification and I can put you to work immediately. We have a seven-year-old boy whose speech has become practically paralyzed with stutters....”

“You can look up my license number and know who I am.”

“I didn’t say give me a copy, I said show it to me.”

“Okay.”

“Okay.”

“You want it now?” Jenna reached for her purse.

“Yes.”

She pulled out her tablet. Turned it on.

The certification was legible, but small. Holding the tablet with her thumb over her identifying information, she carried it over to show Lila.

The woman lifted her glasses. Read.

“Thank you.”

Jenna returned the tablet to her purse.

“When you’re ready, you bring me the rest of that and whatever I see there will remain between you and me. You have my word on it.”

“It’s not you, Lila, I just...”