The Rancher's Best Gift

He said, “I don’t leave home without them.”

“Good thing. Otherwise your legs would be full of these things.”

And Matthew couldn’t imagine her hands touching his legs. No. That would be more than he could handle.

“This is probably going to hurt,” she warned. “I’m going to have to probe with a needle.”

“Go ahead. You’re a long distance from my heart.”

She lifted her head and their gazes locked.

“Really?” she asked. “I never believed you had one of those things.”

He had one, all right, Matthew thought. And at the moment it was banging against his ribs with the desperation of a trapped bird.

“You think I’m a rock—or something?”

Her gaze fell to his lips and for a crazy second he thought she was going to lean forward and kiss him. But his thinking must have been dead wrong because all of a sudden she dropped her gaze back to his arm.

“Or something,” she murmured. “Except for Daddy, I always thought you never felt much about anyone or thing.”

A hollow sensation spread through his chest and made his voice stilted when he spoke. “Joel was the first man who ever treated me like I was more than a doormat. He taught me that I was just as worthy as the next man and just as capable if I wanted to be. He changed my life.”

She stopped the probing and, clasping her hands warmly over his arm, she lifted her gaze to his. “Daddy was special like that. But I—I’m missing something, Matthew. What about the uncle who raised you?”

He grimaced. “I’m surprised you knew about him.”

“I don’t. I mean, I remember Daddy saying you came from Gila Bend and that an uncle had raised you. That’s all I ever knew.”

“Odin Waggoner was a bastard and his brother, my father, was no better.”

Her eyes were full of questions as she studied his face, and Matthew wanted to tell her that he didn’t talk to anyone about his growing-up years. But that wasn’t entirely right. He used to talk to Joel about them. Because he knew the big-hearted rancher had understood and never looked down on him for being raised in a dysfunctional family.

“Well, guess you couldn’t put your feelings about them any plainer than that.”

The questions in her eyes were now shadowed with something like sorrow. That wasn’t what Matthew wanted or needed from her.

“No use trying to make something ugly sound pretty. When I was just a little boy, my father would leave for months at a time, to work in the copper mines, or so my mother would say. He supposedly would send money to her to keep me and my older sister fed and clothed and a roof over our heads. But if he did, it was very little. My mother worked cleaning houses for the more well-to-do families around Gila Bend. That’s how we actually survived.”

Shaking her head, she asked, “How did you end up with your uncle?”

He let out a long sigh. “Well, Mom eventually saw the writing on the wall and divorced Aaron, and not long afterwards, we got word that he’d been killed in a mining accident down in Bisbee. The news hardly caused a ripple through our house. My sister and I could only think that our mother was finally and truly free of the man. But a couple of years later, she developed a blood disease and died. And because my sister and I were still minors, we had to go live with Uncle Odin or be dealt out to foster homes.”

“I take it that your uncle wasn’t father material,” she said quietly.

Matthew snorted. “He had about as much business trying to take care of two young kids as a rattlesnake with a nest full of bird eggs. As soon as Claire and I were old enough, we lit out of there. I wound up in Gila Bend, and my sister didn’t stop until she reached California. She lives in Bishop now.”

“Is she married?”

“She was. But it didn’t work out. I guess us Waggoners aren’t built for marriage.”

Something flickered in her eyes, but before he could figure out what she was thinking, her gaze returned to the thorns in his arm.

“So, how did you find your way up to Three Rivers Ranch?”

“It was branding time and Joel had put an ad in the Phoenix newspaper for dayworkers. I took a chance and drove up there. I knew it was a huge, respected ranch and I figured if I could get hired to work for a few days, the reference would help me get hired at a ranch that needed to fill full-time positions.”

She continued to probe for the thorn. “After you came to Three Rivers I don’t ever remember you leaving.”

“No. To this day I’ll never know what Joel saw in me. I was young and green with so much to learn.”

She glanced up long enough to give him a faint smile. “Guess you did learn. Mom and Blake say they couldn’t run the ranch without you.”

“They won’t have to try. I’d never leave Three Rivers.” Renee had tried to pull him away, to drag him to California, where she thought there would be bigger and brighter things for both of them. But even his infatuation for his pretty young wife hadn’t been enough to lure him away from the only real home he’d ever known.

“No,” she said. “I don’t expect you would.”

Matthew didn’t make any sort of reply, and for the next few minutes Camille concentrated on removing the thorns from his arms. After disinfecting the areas, she began to smooth ointment over the torn skin.

Her fingers were velvety soft, like a butterfly’s wings, and he found himself mesmerized by the gentle touch. So much so that he hardly noticed when she rolled down his sleeves and snapped the cuffs back around his wrists.

“There,” she said softly. “That should help, but you need to keep an eye on them.”

“Thank you, Camille. You’re a good nurse.”

The smile on her face was a little mysterious and definitely tempting. “I’d rather be called a good cook.”

As she started to gather up the medical supplies, Matthew rose to his feet. “All right. You’re a good cook, too. Thanks for supper.”

“Why don’t you go on into the living room and make yourself comfortable. I’ll bring you some dessert and coffee.”

He didn’t need dessert and coffee. Nor did he need to lounge around in her living room like he belonged there. What he needed was to get as much distance as he could from the woman. If he didn’t, he was going to end up doing something very stupid. Like kiss her.

“It’s getting late. I really should go to bed,” he said.

“Tomorrow is Sunday.”

“That doesn’t change anything for me and the men. We’re heading out again at five thirty.”

Disappointment caused her features to droop. “Oh. I thought I might talk you into going to church with me. It’s a simple nondenominational church over by Dragoon.”

Matthew truly would’ve liked going with her. Attending church with the Hollisters was a routine he’d never broken since he’d gone to work for the family. It gave him a feeling of togetherness and a sense of belonging.

“I’ll try to go while I’m here. Maybe next Sunday. Okay?”

He didn’t deserve the wide smile she gave him. “Okay. So you go sit. I’ll be there in a minute.”

She practically shooed him out of the kitchen, and Matthew found his way through a wide arched doorway and into the living room. The long room was mostly dark, with only two small table lamps lighting the area around a red leather couch and matching armchair. Across from the leather furniture, another couch and two armchairs were covered in a brown, nubby-type fabric. At the far end of the room, a TV was playing without the sound. Currently, there was an old Western on the screen. A group of cowboys were riding frantically to turn a stampeding herd of cattle.