âOh, darlinâ girl, I could never hate you,â he said, his tone sympathetic. âThere was a time when you were practically family. As far as Iâm concerned, youâre as good as that now.â
âBut I brought so much pain into Harlan Patrickâs life.â
âAnd so much joy, too,â he reminded her. âDonât forget that. Sometimes the best you can hope for in life is that it all evens out in the end. You take good care of yourself and come see me next time youâre home. Iâll get the piano tuned, and weâll have an old-fashioned sing-along. I canât carry a tune worth a hoot, but itâll be fun all the same.â
âI will,â she promised. âGive Janet my love, too, will you?â
âOf course I will. You take good care of yourself, Laurie. Donât forget all the folks back here who love you.â
As if I could, she thought, but didnât say. âGoodbye, Grandpa Harlan. I miss you.â
Only after sheâd hung up did she realize there were tears streaming down her cheeks. For the first time in more than six years, she realized just how much she missed home. And when she thought of it, she didnât remember the little house in which sheâd grown up, didnât even think of her mother, though she loved her dearly. No, she remembered White Pines and the close-knit Adamses, who back then had been more than willing to accept her as one of their own.
And she remembered Amy Lynnâs daddy and the way sheâd always loved him.
* * *
He might as well have been traveling in a foreign country, Harlan Patrick thought on his first day in Nashville. Heâd taken off without thinking, without the slightest clue of how to go about tracing a woman who didnât want to be found.
On the flight, which heâd piloted himself, heâd had plenty of time to try to formulate a plan, but images of Laurie and that baby had pretty much wiped out logic. All heâd been able to feel was some sort of blind rage. Aside from a friendly tussle or two with his cousins growing up, he wasnât prone to violence, but for the first time in his life he felt himself capable of it. Not that heâd have laid a hand on Laurie, but he couldnât swear that her furniture would be safe. Smashing a few vases and chairs might improve his mood considerably.
Then again, it probably wouldnât. Satisfaction probably couldnât be had that easily.
After landing, he rented a car and drove into downtown. He found a hotel smack in the center of things and dragged out a phone book. It was then that he realized just how little he really knew about Laurieâs life in the past few years. An awful lot of it had been played out in public, of course, but that wasnât the part that would help him now.
âWell, damn,â he muttered staring at the Yellow Pages and trying to figure out which talent representative or which recording studio to call. He couldnât even remember which record label produced her albums, even though he had CDs of every single one of them. It was hard enough listening to her songs without learning every little detail of the life that had stolen her from him.
He plucked a scrap of paper out of his pocket and glanced at the number, then dialed her house first, though he recognized it was a long shot. She was on the road and sheâd told him that sheâd never gotten around to hiring a housekeeper because she wasnât comfortable with somebody else doing cleaning and cooking she was perfectly capable of doing for herself.
When no one answered at the house, he searched his memory for some offhand reference sheâd made to the new people in her life. Unfortunately, though, the few days theyâd had together just over a year ago hadnât been spent doing a lot of talking, at least not about the things that hadnât mattered. That baby was living evidence that theyâd spent most of the time in bed, remembering just how good it felt to be in each otherâs arms.
âOkay, Harlan Patrick, think,â he muttered under his breath.
For all of its skyscrapers and new construction, Nashville was still a small Southern town in some ways. Surely the music industry was tight-knit enough that everyone would know everybody elseâs business. He picked a talent agency at random and dialed.
âHi, sweetheart,â he said to the drawling woman who answered. There was enough sugary sweetness in her voice to make him feel right at home with a little flirting. He had her laughing in a matter of seconds.
âYou are sooo bad,â she said in response to his teasing. âNow, tell me what I can do for you.â
âActually Iâve got some business to do with Laurie Jensen. Any idea how I can get in touch with her?â
âLaurie Jensen?â she repeated, her voice a degree or two cooler. âIâm sorry. We donât represent Miss Jensen.â
âCould you tell me who does?â
âWhat kind of business did you say you were in?â she asked. This time her tone was downright chilly.
âI didnât, darlinâ, but itâs an ad campaign. We were hoping to get her to do the spots for us.â
âI see,â she said. âWell, maybe you ought to have your ad agency contact her people. Thatâs the way it works.â
Harlan Patrick tried to hold on to his patience. âDonât you see, sugar, thatâs the problem. I donât know her people.â
âAny reputable ad agency will,â she said, and hung up in his ear.
Harlan Patrick stared at the phone, stunned. Then he sighed ruefully. Obviously he wasnât the first person to try a ruse to get to a Nashville superstar. He resigned himself to an afternoon spent working his way through the phone listings.
He didnât waste time trying to wrangle information from unwilling receptionists. The minute he discovered the agency didnât represent Laurie, he moved on to the next. It was after six when he finally struck paydirtâor thought he had.
âNick Sanducciâs office.â
âYes. Iâm trying to arrange a booking for Laurie Jensen. Can you help me?â
âWho are you with, sir?â
âDoes Mr. Sanducci represent Ms. Jensen?â
âHe does, butââ
âThank you.â He hung up and grabbed his hat. Clutching the page from the phone book and scribbled directions from the hotel desk clerk, he drove to a quiet street that looked more residential than commercial. A block or so from the address for Sanducciâs office, he noted the discreet signs on the lawns of modest-sized homes that appeared to have been built around the turn of the century. Law offices, talent agencies, even a recording studio had been tucked away here before skyscrapers had lured most of the business into downtown.
Harlan Patrick pulled into a circular driveway just as a fancy sports car shot out the other side. One car remained in front of the house, a minivan with a childâs seat in the back and toys scattered on the floor. He doubted it belonged to Mr. Nick Sanducci.
He strolled through the front door and wandered into a reception room that had obviously once been the houseâs living room. The walls were decorated with gold records and photos of a half dozen of the hottest names in country music, including a blowup of Laurie that could make a manâs knees weak. That wall of photos and records was the only testament to the nature of Mr. Sanducciâs business, however.
Harlan Patrick had to admit the man had excellent taste. The place was crammed with exquisite, expensive antiques. There were some just as valuable up in Grandpa Harlanâs attic, where theyâd been stored after Janet had gone through and turned White Pines from a hands-off showplace into a home.
The reception desk was neat as a pin and, with no one seated at the chair behind it, more temptation than he could resist. He edged a little closer, noting that the desk belonged to one Ruby Steel, according to the nameplate that was half-buried in a stack of papers.
He surveyed the rest of the desk with interest. That big old Rolodex probably had phone numbers on it that could do him a whole lot of good. And that bulging desk calendar probably contained all sorts of concert dates, including Laurieâs.
He was about to make a grab for it when a lazy, sultry voice inquired with just a touch of frost, âCan I help you?â
He turned slowly and offered the sort of grin that had gotten him out of many a scrape over the years, at least if there was a female involved. Ruby was young enough to look susceptible, but her frown never wavered. Obviously a woman who took her last nameâSteelâto heart.
âHey, darlinâ, I was just wondering where youâd gone off to.â
âAnd you thought youâd find me under the desk?â She gave him a thorough once-over that could have served her well at a police lineup. âLet me guess. Youâre the one who called wanting to book Laurie Jensen.â
He could have lied, probably should have, but something told him the truth would get him what he needed a whole lot faster.
âYouâve got a good ear for voices, sugar.â
âAnd Iâve got the good sense not to go giving out information to strangers,â she said in a tone that warned him not to waste his time trying to wheedle anything out of her.
Harlan Patrick was undaunted. He pretended he hadnât been close enough to discover the nameplate and asked, âWhatâs your name, sugar?â
âMy nameâs Ruby, cowboy, and thereâs no need telling me yours, because it doesnât matter. I canât help you.â