Expectant Mistress

‘I have to be on Bryher,’ he said firmly. ‘Wait a minute.’

He dumped his bags and walked to the edge of the water. It lapped at his city loafer-shod feet in gentle, almost imperceptible waves. The narrow and treacherous waters between Bryher and Tresco islands had never seemed so sparkling and clear. The deep turquoise sea was far more beautiful to Trish than anything the Pacific had to offer.

Adam made a leisurely three-hundred-and-sixty-degree turn, drinking in the wild and rugged rocks, the unspoilt beach with its specks of mica glinting like metal, and the small green hills. She watched the tension draining from him and found herself smiling. The wind was toying with his hair and he looked very young suddenly, as if the island had already worked its magic on him

‘It’s..’ He held out his hands in a helpless gesture. She waited for his verdict, her breath suspended. ‘Idyllic’

‘Not in winter,’ she countered, yet felt pleased, despite her decision to deter him from staying more than a night. ‘Hell Bay didn’t get its name for its placid nature, you know. We get the full fury of Atlantic gales and mountainous seas. Sometimes we’re trapped on the island because the boats can’t get out—’

‘Are you politely trying to put me off, Trish?’ he asked, a sardonic smile playing about his lips.

She scowled. ‘Put your luggage in the trailer,’ she said sharply. ‘I’m merely setting the record straight. I hate it when visitors come and decide it’s paradise here, on the basis of a few sunny days. To love Bryher, you have to experience the storms, which tear your roof off and hurl seawater and sand over your house and ruin your sprouts! OK, you can laugh, but it’s serious when your fresh veg are spoiled! You need to face the hardship, all the drawbacks—and yet still love it unconditionally.’

‘Like in a marriage.’ He lifted both cases into the back of the ATV.

There had been significance in that remark. She shot him a quick look, trying to judge what he was up to.

‘I imagine you’d know about that,’ she said testily, failing to muster a smile of indifference. ‘After working together for so long, you and Louise must know each other better than most old married couples.’

Adam’s eyes were searching the ground so she couldn’t see his reaction. He bent and picked up a small tower shell and a wentletrap. He spent a while examining the whorls and ridges before slipping the two shells into his suit pocket.

‘I feel out of place, standing here in these clothes,’ he said with a rather forced laugh. ‘Shall we go? I’d like to change into something more suitable.’

Trish hesitated, loath to invite him to ride the buggy with her. He could stand on the bar behind the single seat, but that would mean having his arms around her waist. She swung a jean-clad leg over the saddle, hiding her amusement as he searched in vain for somewhere to sit

‘Right. Follow the track...’ she began.

‘You mean I’m walking?’ he asked in amazement.

She gave him a pitying glance. He probably did all his walling on a machine in a gym. ‘Toddlers can do it. I think you’ll find it comes back to you after a while,’ she said sarcastically. ‘You can’t get lost. Up the hill, then down to the bay. Kelp Cottage is on the beach Come in the green door. The scarlet one with flowers painted on it is Gran’s. You won’t want to meet her till I’ve primed you about her funny ways.’

Before he could protest, she’d roared off, kicking up clouds of sand. She felt sure he’d miss the benefits of civilisation long before the end of the week He seemed uncomfortable, as if he knew he didn’t fit in. He was a fish out of water, just as she’d been in London, and he’d soon get bored and leave. Till then she’d have to cope with her reaction to having him around.

She’d treat him like a normal guest. Good food, loaves of home-made bread and a decent wine, plus a relaxed and friendly manner. Why should she swan about looking tragic, like Greta Garbo, just because she was struggling with some stupid infatuation?

Adam watched her go, his eyes full of affection, the corners of his mouth tight with regret. Emotions he’d never known he’d possessed were waging a war within him.

His sole purpose in coming was to rid himself of Trish for ever so that he could get on with his chosen path in life. Since meeting her at the party, he thought about making love to her all the time. What he needed was to be rejected so conclusively that his brain and his body got the message If he pushed her enough, perhaps made a pass, he reckoned she’d get snappy, bitchy and lose her temper.

So of necessity he was being devious. What he was about to do would hurt his pride like hell. Rejection had only figured once in his life and it had messed him up for years. But the alternative—launching into a relationship with Trish—would be worse.

Far better to be spared the disastrous outcome of any stupid behaviour. Like imagining she and he could be lovers. Or that he might fancy living with her on a small lump of granite in the Atlantic Ocean.

He grinned. The implications of falling in love with Trish were too appalling to contemplate!

The buggy vanished around a bend in the lane. He set off across the sand and began the gentle climb past the squat church, swallows swooping over his head, competing with the evocative cries of the gulls. And then they were gone.

A deep silence fell. Honeysuckle smothered the tumbled stone walls beside the track, scenting the warm air with dizzying perfume. He passed tiny fields, smaller than tennis courts, hedged to a height of ten feet and blazing with tall purple flowers. The distant thrum of an outboard engine joined the lazy drone of bees, the distant wash of waves on a shore.

His mobile phone burred softly. He’d left it on line after using it on Tresco Island. Out of habit, his hand strayed to the slim holster on his belt and then checked. The sound seemed sacrilegious out here. With a decisive gesture, he slid the phone from the holster, disabled it and replaced it again. Now no one could reach him. He might as well be adrift on a boat, or marooned on a desert island.

Adam let out a long-held breath. And with it went a good deal of the tension which had knotted his muscles for the past year or so and given him daily headaches. The air was crystal-clear like champagne and he felt like running, laughing, letting go of all the things that weighed him down.

‘Magic,’ he murmured, when he crested the hill.

He could see right across the island, the bay he’d just left on one side, a new one on the other. Glittering granite rocks littered the mouth of this sandy cove, giving it a film-set appearance. Beyond were dozens of small islands and above him wheeled elegant black and white birds, assailing his ears with a strange, piping call. This was Trish’s home. She’d described it often enough, but the reality left him breathless.

Invigorated, he strode towards the rose-covered cottage on the beach. He felt less depressed. And, given his self-inflicted task, couldn’t for the life of him understand why.

‘Enjoy your walk?’ asked Trish provocatively.

‘Very much,’ he said, to her surprise. ‘What are the tall purple flowers in those doll-sized fields called?’

‘Whistling Jacks—a kind of gladioli. They come up after the narcissi. We sell them on the mainland The hedges protect them from the gales.’

‘I see. And there were some black and white birds—’

‘With a red beak and eye? Oyster-catchers.’ She looked at him curiously. He seemed very interested for a city man.

Adam looked impressed. ‘It was fascinating, walking up that lane. I suppose you know the names of all those peculiar-looking plants. Those giant ones, for instance.’ He grinned. ‘Twelve feet tall with blue flowers?’

‘Echiums,’ she said promptly. ‘We can grow a lot of exotic plants because we rarely have frost or snow.’

Adam’s face was soft with pleasure ‘I haven’t been so close to wildlife for years. I envy your knowledge.’

She liked his admiration and basked in it for a moment before she said, ‘I know about my world, you know about yours. You think it’s clever to know the names of birds and plants I’ve lived with all my life. I goggle at anyone who knows computer-talk as well as plain English.’ Suddenly she felt that they were getting too cosy and decided to end their chat ‘I’ve taken your luggage upstairs,’ she said, mustering a more impersonal tone.

‘Trish! You shouldn’t have done that!’ he protested at once.

‘Don’t go all macho on me!’ She grinned, incapable of remaining aloof for long. ‘I’m as strong as Rambo,’ she told him, flexing her biceps like a body-builder. ‘I’m not fragile and feminine like Louise.’

He appeared to be about to contradict her, then changed his mind. ‘She’s tough in a different way,’ he said.

Hard as nails, thought Trish, uncharitably. She frowned at her tart jealousy and vowed to think well of his fiancée.

‘Anyway, you’re a guest here. My Job is to look after you,’ she said. ‘Perhaps I’d better show you around. That’s the sitting room in there..’

He peered at the cheerfully cluttered room with its comfortable chintz chairs, rows of bookcases and the incomparable view of jagged islands in the sapphire sea.

‘Sunny aspect. I’ll enjoy sitting in there with you,’ was his verdict.

‘I’m usually busy baking in the evenings,’ she said quickly ‘You’ll have to watch Coronation Street on your own.’

‘I rarely get to see any TV,’ he said, with a smile at her cheeky put-down. ‘I usually work in the evenings too.’

‘Poor Louise!’ she murmured sympathetically, leading him through to the conservatory at the back.

‘She works alongside me.’