The good is oft interred with their bones.
—William Shakespeare
Julius Caesar, Act III, Scene ii
1
The taxi crawled along a road that knifed into the night at Buffalo’s eastern edge.
Its brakes squeaked as it halted at the fringe of a vast park.
Jolene Peller gazed toward the woods then paid the driver.
“This is where you want to be dropped off?” he asked.
“Yes. Can you kill the meter and wait for me, please?”
“I can’t, you’re my last fare. Gotta get the cab back.”
“Please, I just have to find my friend.”
The driver handed her a five in change, nodding to the pathway that twisted into darkness beyond the reach of his headlights.
“You’re sure your friend’s down there?”
“Yes, I need to get her home. She’s going through a rough time.”
“It’s a beautiful park, but you know what some people do down there at night?”
Jolene knew.
But she was living another life then. If you could call it living.
“Can’t you wait a bit?” Jolene asked.
“Not on my time. Gotta get the cab back then start my vacation.”
“Please.”
“Look, miss, you seem nice. I’ll take you back now. I’ll give you a break on the fare because it’s on my way. But I ain’t waitin’ while you wander around looking for your problem. Stay or go? What’s it going to be?”
Tonight was all Jolene had to do the right thing.
“I have to stay,” she said.
The driver gave her a suit-yourself shrug and Jolene got out. The taxi lumbered off, its red taillights disappearing, leaving her alone.
She had to do this.
As she walked along the path, she looked at the familiar twinkle of lights from the big suburban homes on the ridge that ringed the parkland half a mile off. When she found Bernice, they’d walk to a corner store then get a cab to Bernice’s apartment. Then Jolene could take another one to the terminal, claim her bags and catch a later bus.
But not before she found Bernice.
Not before she saved her.
And tonight, for one brief moment, she thought she had.
Less than an hour ago they were together in a downtown diner where Jolene had pleaded with her.
“Honey, you’ve got to stop beating yourself up for things that were never your fault.”
Tears rolled down Bernice’s face.
“You’ve got to get yourself clean and finish college.”
“It’s hard, Jo. So hard.”
“I know, but you’ve got to pull yourself out of the life. If I can do it, you can do it. Promise me, right here, right now, that you won’t go out tonight.”
“It hurts. I ache. I need something to get me through one more day. I need the money. I’ll start after tomorrow.”
“No!”
A few people cast sleepy glances at them. Jolene lowered her voice.
“That’s a lie you keep telling yourself. Promise me you won’t go dating tonight, that you will go home.”
“But it hurts.”
Jolene seized Bernice’s hands, entwined their fingers and squeezed hard.
“You’ve got to do this, honey. You can’t accept this life. Promise me you will go home. Promise me, before I get on my bus and leave town.”
“Okay, I promise, Jo.”
“Swear.”
“I swear, Jo.”
Jolene hugged her tight.
But after getting into her taxi and traveling several blocks, Jolene was uncertain. She told the driver to go back so she could check on Bernice.
Sure enough, there she was. At the mouth of a dirty alley, on Niagara, hustling a date. The cab stopped at a light, Jolene gripped her door handle, bracing to jump out and haul Bernice off the street.
But she didn’t.
To hell with that girl.