Safe in Noah's Arms

Things had gotten bad for her. He’d never given her much thought at that time outside of the standard expressions of compassion, but she’d lost her husband, for God’s sake.

He had spent his adult life avoiding contact with her and didn’t really know who she was, outside of someone who would drink and drive. Who would knock him off his bike. And ruin his bike. And break his arm. And prevent him from getting his work done. There was all of that that was still wrong with her.

“Gabe Jordan taught me how to lift weights.” She returned to what she’d been saying. “And how to set up a good running program.”

Gabe. Billy’s best friend. For a while after Billy’s death, the town had speculated that something might be forming between Gabe and Monica. Next thing they heard, Gabe was marrying the new woman in town, Callie MacKintosh.

Subdued because he had indeed underestimated her, he said, “Let’s fill a couple more and head out.”

Before they left, she returned the tools she’d been using to the shed, as he’d taught her. He had to maintain his tools meticulously since he didn’t have money to replace any that weren’t cared for properly. Nice to see she was paying attention to him.

“Should I take my own car?”

He was tempted to say yes to give his libido a rest, but the thought of the two of them driving separate vehicles to the same places went so far against the grain with his need to conserve, that he couldn’t let it happen, not even if it meant spending time with her in the too-tight cab of his ancient truck.

“We have to come back here to pick scapes and asparagus for you anyway, so ride along in the truck with me.”

She slipped off the big old rubber boots she was still borrowing from him and into the baby blue suede loafers she’d been wearing when she got here this morning.

“Where is your bike?” She joined him at the truck. “The one I wrecked?”

“In the back stall of the barn.”

“I’ll put it in my trunk now so I don’t forget it.”

Curious. “What are you going to do with it?”

“I’m going to try to get it fixed.”

“I don’t think you can.”

“Let me be the judge of that.”

As if she knew anything about bikes. She helped him retrieve it from the barn anyway, along with the parts that had been knocked off, and then she loaded it into her car trunk.

It was a mess. He didn’t expect to see it again.

They drove for a couple of miles in silence, mileage underscored by the constant rolling hum of tires on pavement. He wracked his brain for something to say to this woman he barely knew even though they’d grown up in the same town, had attended the same schools, had witnessed the same births, deaths and marriages. How could a couple of people who’d shared so much also have shared so little? They were neither friends nor strangers.

What did he expect? That’s what came of living in the same town but avoiding each other—of him avoiding her, that is. He didn’t know what had been going on in her head all of those years. And he was becoming curious.

CHAPTER THREE (#ulink_617cf3a5-e9f2-5bd5-b6d4-055c810964b5)

“DON’T YOU EVER TALK?” Monica’s question cut through the tension in the cab.

“Huh?”

“Why are you so quiet? Don’t you believe in casual conversation?”

He bristled. He talked all the time to people with whom he was comfortable. He was not comfortable with Monica. Not by a long shot.

He thought of all of the times in high school when he’d wanted more from her—not more attention, but any attention. She hadn’t even noticed him. Now she wanted more from him? In his book, his respect had to be earned.

It wasn’t something she deserved just because her name happened to be the same as that of the town’s founding father. Nor because she had money and he didn’t. She had no right to his conversation or his inner thoughts because she hadn’t earned them.

“I talk when I have something important to say.” Damn. He hadn’t meant to sound so cold.

He felt her withdraw. He needed to monitor his responses and treat her better. He wasn’t mean-spirited. Not usually. Her scent, so different from his own, filled the cab. “Why do you smell different today than yesterday?”

“You noticed?” She sounded surprised. “I thought it was a subtle change.”

“It is subtle. I mean, it’s like you changed your perfume, but didn’t. Like it’s the same perfume, but slightly different. Yesterday, it smelled more citrusy, like lemon, and today it’s more...not quite floral, but sort of like bergamot.”

When she didn’t respond, he glanced away from the road for a second to find her staring at him with her mouth open.

“I’m impressed, Noah.” She nodded slowly. “Seriously impressed. You have a sensitive nose. That’s exactly the change I made.”

“Say what? The change you made? What do you mean?”

“I make my own perfume.”

“You do?” She kept surprising him, piquing his curiosity. “I’ve never known anyone who made their own perfume.”

“I’ve been experimenting with different essential and natural oils.”

“Why? There are a million perfumes on the market.”

“I know, but I haven’t found one that suited me perfectly. There’s always something wrong with them, or something missing. Or, they’re way too strong. I like concocting original, personal scents.”

“So you added bergamot to the perfume you were wearing yesterday?”

“I have a base perfume that I’ve been slowly working on. I have several different mixtures going at any given time.”

“Why bergamot?”

“Because I like it in Earl Grey tea. It’s fragrant and floral without being sickly sweet.”

“You know, I have wildflowers in my fields.”

“What kind?”

“All kinds. You should check them out.”

“May I steal some?” May I, not can I. Perfect grammar again. He liked it.

“Of course. I also grow herbs.”

“You do? You grow them fresh on the farm?” She sounded excited.