Lapis lazuli thread. Collection of poems

And never let go,

To surrender both soul and body.

After all, I can't give more

To someone who is capable of animating.

Spring 2018

Bitterness of love

Torn from within,

A storm is raging in me,

And the storm, without subsiding,

Does not let me forget

All the bitterness that I was

Once destined to experience.

Tears flow without getting tired…

And no one knows their reasons,

And no one can understand me,

Because for me one joy

Is my old girlfriend,

Whose name is pillow.

The reason for my tears is simple —

My dreams, my hopes

Played a cruel joke on me.

My world was destroyed a long time ago,

It was burned to the ground a long time ago,

And now it is trampled to the end.

One love burned out,

And the other blossomed,

But this did not make it easier for me,

But only made it more painful.

Happiness is shattered,

As, indeed, am I myself.

I do not feel warmth,

There is no trembling, desires,

But only a terrible cold

That kills me from the one

To whom I had the imprudence to bring

My heart out of my chest.

My ailment is not curable —

A destroying feeling

That has ruined me more than once,

To forget, which I wish,

And in my life never

To remember it again.

Spring 2018

My lady

You have become the mistress of my heart —

My savior, my destroyer.

Only in your hands is my freedom,

Only in your hands is my soul.

Now I am imprisoned in a cage,

And I could be in velvet fetters.