By the time she’d showered and dressed, Millie felt more herself. She’d found that icy control, and she was glad. She stepped out of the bathroom, saw the late-afternoon sun slant across the empty bed. They’d skipped lunch and, despite the emotional tornado she’d been sucked into all afternoon, she was hungry. Her stomach growled.
She wandered out to the kitchen and saw Chase talking on his mobile. She waited, far enough way so she couldn’t eavesdrop, and a few seconds later he disconnected the call and gave her a quick, breezy smile.
‘Good shower?’
‘Fine. I’m starving, though.’
‘I’m glad to hear it. I just made reservations at Straw Hat on Anguilla.’
‘Anguilla? How far away is that?’
‘An hour in my boat.’
‘OK.’ Maybe escaping the island would be a good thing.
The door bell rang, and Millie watched as Chase went to answer it. She felt like everything was on fast forward, plans put in motion before she could even think.
‘What’s that?’ she asked when he came back with several shopping bags with the resort’s swirly logo on the side.
‘A couple of dresses. I thought you might like something new.’
She gazed at him levelly. ‘I have a whole suitcase of new clothes.’
Chase just shrugged. ‘I don’t think your wardrobe runs to fun and flirty.’
‘Maybe I don’t want fun and flirty.’
He sighed. ‘Don’t wear them if you don’t want to, Millie. I just thought it might be nice for our big date.’
‘Oh? So this is a big date?’
He narrowed his gaze. ‘What’s with you?’
‘Nothing.’ Somehow everything had changed between them, and not for the better. Chase wasn’t as light and laughing as he’d used to be, as she needed him to be. He was tense and touchy, even if he was trying to act like he wasn’t. And so was she.
‘Fine. I’ll take a look.’ She reached for the bags and caught Chase’s bemused look. ‘Thank you,’ she added, belatedly and ungraciously.
Chase’s mouth quirked in a smile that seemed all too sad. ‘No problem,’ he said quietly, and she retreated to the bedroom.
Half an hour later she was on Chase’s boat, wearing a shift dress of cinnamon-coloured silk as they cruised towards Anguilla.
Chase had shed his blazer and tie and rolled the sleeves up of his crisp white shirt to navigate the boat. He looked amazing.
They hadn’t said much since the exchange in the kitchen, and the silence was making Millie twitchy. She wanted that fun, teasing banter back, the ease she’d felt in Chase’s presence. She’d told him he’d made her uncomfortable, but it was nothing like this.
Moodily she stared out at the sea. The sun was already slipping towards the horizon. A third sunset. Only four more to go and their week would be over. And by mutual agreement, they would never see each other again.
Chase left the tiller to come and sit next to her, the wind ruffling his hair as he squinted into the dying sun. He didn’t ask her what she was thinking, didn’t say anything, and Millie knew he didn’t want to know. He’d only pushed her when he thought she’d push back, not give in. It was the anticipation that had been fun for him, the moment before.
Not the moment after.
‘So how come you have a villa on St Julian’s if you didn’t want to have anything to do with the Bryant business?’ she asked when the silence had stretched on long enough to make her want to fidget.
Chase kept his gaze on the darkening sea. ‘My grandfather bequeathed the island to my brothers and me, and my father couldn’t do anything about it. As soon as I’d established myself I had the villa built. I hardly ever use it, actually, but it was a way to thumb my nose at my father—even if he was dead.’
‘It must have hurt, to have him disinherit you,’ Millie said quietly.
Chase shrugged. ‘It didn’t feel good.’
‘What about your mother?’
‘She died when I was twelve. Breast cancer.’
‘I’m sorry.’
Another shrug. Clearly he didn’t like talking about any of this, but at least he was giving answers. And Millie knew she wanted to know.
‘And your brothers? Do you get along well with them?’
He sighed, raked a hand through his hair. ‘More or less. Aaron is nice enough, but he views life as a game of Monopoly where he has all the money. Luke is my middle brother, and he’s always been trying to prove himself. Total workaholic.’
‘And where do you fit in?’
‘Black sheep, basically, who only semi-made-good.’
‘Are they married?’
‘Nope, none of us seem eager to take the plunge.’ He spoke evenly, almost lightly, but she still heard the warning. Oh, fabulous. So after this afternoon he thought she was going to go all doe-eyed on him, start dreaming of happily-ever-afters. She’d only done that for a second.
‘And you get along?’
‘More or less.’
It didn’t sound like the best family situation. She was blessed to have parents and a sister who loved and supported her, but even they hadn’t been able to break down her walls or keep her from hiding behind the rubble.
Only Chase had done that.
She let out a restless sigh, knowing she needed to stop thinking this way, wanting something from Chase he couldn’t give. Ironic, really, that she’d assumed he was shallow, then believed he wasn’t, only to discover he really was. And, while she’d wanted shallow before, she didn’t want it now.
‘And what about you? You have family around?’ Chase asked.
‘Parents and a sister.’
‘Are you close with them?’
‘Yes.’ She paused, because even though she was close she hadn’t told them as much about her marriage as she had Chase.
‘Not that close, huh?’ Chase said, sounding cynical, and Millie shook her head. She couldn’t bear for him to think that her family was like his, or that her life had been all sadness.