“That’s all right.” The wary look in Erin’s eyes had returned. “I’ll introduce Max to Butterscotch and her kittens while you check on Diamond.”
Because she didn’t want to spend any more time in his company than necessary.
Lucas should have felt the same way. So why did he have the overwhelming urge to follow Erin as she led Max away?
Diamond greeted him with a snort as he stepped into the stall.
“Yeah, I know,” Lucas muttered. “The sooner we get this over with, the sooner our lives can get back to normal.”
As normal as life in Clayton would ever get, Lucas silently amended. And with Erin Fields less than fifty feet away, she was out of sight but definitely not out of mind.
The music of her laughter echoed through the barn and Lucas paused to listen until Diamond swung her head around and nipped his sleeve.
He was definitely out of his mind.
Ten minutes later Lucas found Erin and Max in a corner of the barn, playing with a litter of half-grown calico kittens with lime-green eyes. Max ambled over and tugged on his arm until Lucas bent down.
“Haveta go, Lucas,” he whispered.
“We will, buddy. As soon as I put my things away.”
“No.” Max shook his head vigorously. “Haveta go.”
Oh, that kind of go.
Lucas silently calculated how long it would take to get the nearest gas station without exceeding the speed limit. “Five minutes, Bud.”
“But I haveta go now.”
Erin sighed. “I do have indoor plumbing, Lucas.”
“Are you sure?”
Erin didn’t bother to grace that with a response, just closed the barn door and strode toward the house. They followed her inside, where the scent of cinnamon and apples permeated the air.
She pointed to a door at the end of the narrow hall. “Come into the kitchen when you’re done. I have to take a loaf of bread out of the oven.”
Lucas scooped Max up to hasten the trip but as they passed the living room, the boy let out a squeal that practically drilled a hole in Lucas’s left eardrum.
“Look at Erin’s tree!”
Lucas blinked. It wasn’t just a tree. The entire room resembled a Christmas card come to life.
The roundest balsam fir Lucas had ever seen took up an entire corner of the room, decked out in dozens of shimmering ornaments that caught and reflected the twinkling lights woven between the branches. A pine garland braided with gold ribbons ran the length of the fireplace mantle and a hand-carved nativity set graced the coffee table in front of the green corduroy sofa.
Lucas wanted to smack himself upside the head.
Christmas was only three weeks away and until now it hadn’t even appeared on his radar. His mother hadn’t decorated for the holiday. Maybe she didn’t bother anymore. But after what Max had been through…well, he deserved some of this.
The scents and sounds of the holiday.
A home.
Unfortunately, Lucas didn’t feel equipped to give the boy either one of them.
Erin appeared beside him. “I decorate the house the day after Thanksgiving every year. It’s a tradition Mom started.”
“I remember,” Lucas said without thinking.
Erin’s lips parted but no words came out. Maybe because there wasn’t anything to say that would banish the memories that crowded the air whenever they were together.
Max broke the silence. “What’s that?” He pointed at the nativity set, but Lucas shook his head.
“Sorry, buddy. First things first.”
Fortunately, Max accepted Lucas’s decision without a fuss, but there was no stopping him from taking a detour into the living room on their way back. Erin must have known that because she was waiting for them in the hallway.
“Do you mind?” Lucas needed permission before turning a four-year-old boy loose into her Christmas wonderland.
Erin shook her head. “There isn’t anything he can damage.”
“I’m not so sure about that,” Lucas muttered. As well behaved as Max was, he’d managed to turn Lisette’s home upside down in the space of a week. Fingerprints on the walls. A broken dish. Plastic trucks making roads in her potted plants.
Lucas had heard about it all. Which was why they had to find a place of their own. Soon.
His cell phone rang and he glanced at the name on the screen. “It’s Tweed,” he murmured, keeping a watchful eye on Max. “I should probably take it.”
Erin nodded. “Come on, Max. I have a special ornament on the tree. Let’s see if you can find it.” She took the boy by the hand and led him into the living room.
By the time Lucas returned, he found Max snuggled up on Erin’s lap, one of the nativity pieces clutched in his hand.
“Is everything all right?” Erin asked.
“One of Fred McKinney’s steers sliced its leg open and he thinks it’s going to need stitches.”
“What about Max?” Erin frowned. “Is he going with you?”
Lucas didn’t get a chance to answer because Max sat up straight and began to shake his head.
“Nope. I’m stayin’ with Erin.”
“Listen, buddy—”
“Bye, Lucas. See ya later.” Max flashed an enchanting smile that Erin matched with one of her own.
“I guess he’s staying with me.”
Lucas wondered if the preschooler wasn’t smarter than he was. Because looking at Erin, at the warm light in her eyes and the arms wrapped protectively around his adopted son, he was suddenly having a hard time remembering why he’d ever left.