âYou wound me, princess.â Robbie sounded anything but hurt. âAnd after I made up my mind to help you get your brother back.â
My anger vanished instantly, replaced with fear. With all the talk of fey and faery lords, Iâd nearly forgotten about Ethan.
I shivered as my stomach twisted into a tight little ball. This still felt like something out of a nightmare. But Ethan was gone, and faeries were real. I had to accept that now. Robbie stood there, gazing at me expectantly. A black feather dropped from his hair, spiraling down to the bed. Gingerly, I picked it up, twirling it in my fingers. It felt solid and real.
âYouâll help me?â I whispered.
He gave me a shrewd look, one corner of his mouth turning up. âDo you know a way into Faery by yourself?â
âNo.â
âThen you need my help.â Robbie smiled and rubbed his hands together. âBesides, itâs been a while since Iâve gone home, and nothing ever happens here. Storming the Unseelie Court sounds like fun.â
I didnât share his enthusiasm. âWhen do we leave?â I asked.
âNow,â Robbie replied. âThe sooner the better. Do you have anything you want to take, princess? You might not be back for a while.â
I nodded, trying to stay calm. âJust give me a minute.â
Robbie nodded and walked into the hallway. I snatched my bright orange backpack and tossed it on the bed, wondering what to take. What did one need for an overnight trip to Faeryland? I grabbed jeans and an extra shirt, a flashlight, and a bottle of aspirin, stuffing them into the pack. Walking down to the kitchen, I tossed in a Coke and a couple of bags of chips, hoping Robbie would know where to find food on the journey. Finally, not even knowing why, I grabbed my iPod, zipping it into the side pocket.
Mom was supposed to take me to the DMV today. I hesitated, biting my lip. What would Mom and Luke think when they found me gone? Iâd always followed the rules, never sneaking outâexcept that one time with Robbieânever staying up past curfew. I wondered what Rob meant when he said weâd be gone âawhile.â Luke might not even notice Iâd left, but Mom would worry. Grabbing an old homework sheet, I started to write her a quick note, but stopped, my pen hovering over the paper.
What are you going to tell her? âDear Mom, Ethanâs been kidnapped by faeries. Gone to get him back. Oh, and donât trust the Ethan thatâs hereâheâs really a faery changeling.â It sounded insane even to me. I hesitated, thinking, then scrawled a quick:
Mom, thereâs something I have to take care of. Iâll be back soon, I promise. Donât worry about me. Meghan
I stuck the note on the refrigerator door, trying not to think that I might never see home again. Shouldering the pack, feeling my insides squirm like a nest of snakes, I climbed the stairs.
Robbie waited on the landing, arms crossed over his chest, wearing a lazy grin. âReady?â
Apprehension tickled my stomach. âWill it be very dangerous?â
âOh, extremely,â Robbie said, walking up to Ethanâs bedroom door. âThatâs what makes it fun. You can die in so many interesting waysâskewered on a glass sword, dragged underwater and eaten by a kelpie, turned into a spider or a rosebush for all timeââ He looked back at me. âWell, are you coming or not?â
I noticed my hands were shaking and held them to my chest. âWhy are you saying these things?â I whispered. âAre you trying to scare me?â
âYes,â Robbie replied, unabashed. He paused at Ethanâs door, one hand on the knob, and stared at me. âThese are the things youâre going to face, princess. Iâm giving you fair warning now. Still think you want to go? My previous offer still stands.â
I remembered the taste of the mistwine, the desperate longing for more, and shivered. âNo,â I said quickly. âI wonât leave Ethan with a bunch of monsters. Iâve lost a father alreadyâI wonât lose a brother, as well.â
And then, something occurred to me, something that left me breathless, wondering why I didnât think of it before. Dad. My heart pounded, recalling half-remembered dreams, where my father vanished beneath a pond and never resurfaced. What if heâd been kidnapped by faeries, as well? I could find Ethan and my dad, and bring them both home!
âLetâs go,â I demanded, looking Robbie in the eyes. âCome on, weâve wasted enough time here. If weâre gonna do this, letâs get it over with.â
Rob blinked, and a strange look passed over his face. For a moment, it seemed like he wanted to say something. But then he shook himself, like he was coming out of a trance, and the moment was gone.
âAll right, then. Donât say I didnât warn you.â He grinned, and the gleam in his eyes grew brighter. âFirst things first. We have to find an entrance to the Nevernever. Thatâs Faeryland to you. Itâs not a place you can just walk to, and the doors are usually very well hidden. Fortunately, I have a good idea of where one is lurking.â He grinned, turned away, and pounded on Ethanâs bedroom door. âKnock, knock!â he called in a high, singsong voice.
For a moment, silence. Then came a thud and a crash, as if something heavy had been hurled at the door. âGo away!â snarled the voice from within.
âAh, no. Thatâs not how the joke goes,â called Rob. âI say âknock, knock,â and youâre supposed to answer with âwhoâs there?ââ
âFuck off!â
âNope, thatâs still wrong.â Robbie seemed unperturbed. I, however, was horrified at Ethanâs language, though I knew it wasnât him. âHere,â continued Rob in an amiable voice, âIâll go through the whole thing, so youâll know how to answer next time.â He cleared his throat and pounded the door again. âKnock, knock!â he bellowed. âWhoâs there? Puck! Puck who? Puck, who will turn you into a squealing pig and stuff you in the oven if you donât get out of our way!â And with that, he banged open the door.
The thing that looked like Ethan stood on the bed, a book in each hand. With a hiss, he hurled them at the doorway. Robbie dodged, but one paperback hit me in the stomach and I grunted.
âPlease,â I heard Rob mutter, and a ripple went through the air. Suddenly, all the books in the room flapped their covers, rose off the floor and shelves, and began dive-bombing Ethan like a flock of enraged seagulls. I could only stare, feeling my life get more surreal by the second. The fake Ethan hissed and snarled, swatting at the books as they buzzed around him, until one hit him smack in the face and tumbled him off the mattress. Spitting in fury, he darted under the bed. I heard claws scrabbling against the wood as his feet vanished into the crawl space. Curses and growls drifted out from the darkness.
Robbie shook his head. âAmateurs.â He sighed as the books swooping around the room froze midflight and rained to the floor with echoing thuds. âLetâs go, princess.â
I SHOOK MYSELF AND PICKED MY way over fallen books, joining Robbie in the middle of the room. âSo,â I ventured, trying to sound casual, as if flying books and faeries were something I encountered every day. âWhereâs this entrance to Faeryland? Will you have to make a magic ring or cast a spell or something?â
Rob snickered. âNot exactly, princess. Youâre making it too complicated. Doorways to the Nevernever tend to appear in places where there is a lot of belief, creativity, or imagination. Often you can find one in a childâs bedroom closet, or under his bed.â
Floppyâs afraid of the man in the closet. I shivered, mentally apologizing to my half brother. When I found him again, Iâd be sure to tell him I believed in the monsters, too.
âThe closet, then,â I murmured, stepping over books and toys to reach it. My hand shook a bit as I grabbed the doorknob. No turning back now, I told myself, and pulled it open.
A tall, emaciated figure with a narrow face and sunken eyes stared at me as the door swung open. A black suit clung to its rail-thin body, and a bowler hat perched atop its pointed head. It blinked wide, staring at me, and bloodless lips pulled back in a grimace, revealing thin, pointed teeth. I leaped back with a shriek.
âMy closet!â hissed the figure. A spiderlike hand darted out and grabbed the doorknob. âMy closet! Mine!â And it slammed the door with a bang.
Robbie gave an exasperated sigh as I skittered behind him, my heart careening around my rib cage like a bat. âBogeys,â he muttered, shaking his head. He strode to the door, tapped on it three times, and flung it open.
This time, the space stood empty, except for hanging shirts, stacked boxes, and normal closet things. Robbie shoved aside the clothes, maneuvered around the boxes, and put a hand to the back wall, tracing his fingers along the wood. Curious, I edged closer.
âWhere are you?â he muttered, feeling along the wall. I crept to the doorway and peered over his shoulder. âI know youâre here. Where is. Aha.â
Crouching down, he took a breath and blew against the wall. Instantly, a cloud of dust arose, billowing around him and sparkling like orange glitter.
When he straightened, I saw a gold handle on the back wall, and the faint outline of a door, pale light shining through the bottom crack.
âCome on, princess.â Rob turned and beckoned me forward. His eyes glowed green in the darkness. âThis is our ride. Your one-way ticket to the Nevernever.â
I hesitated, waiting for my pulse to slow to something resembling normal. It didnât. This is insane, a small, scared part of me whispered. Who knew what waited through that doorway, what horrors lurked in the shadows? I might never come home again. This was my last chance to turn back.
No, I told myself. I canât turn back. Ethan is out there, somewhere. Ethan is counting on me. I took a deep breath and one step forward.
A wrinkled hand shot from beneath the bed, latching on to my ankle. It yanked savagely and I nearly fell, as a snarl echoed from the dark space beneath. With a shriek, I kicked free of the flailing claw, charged blindly into the closet, and slammed the door behind me.
CHAPTER FIVE
The Nevernever
In the musty darkness of Ethanâs closet, I pressed a hand to my chest and waited once more for my heartbeat to return to normal. Blackness surrounded me, except for the thin rectangle of light outlined against the far wall. I couldnât see Robbie, but I felt his presence close by, heard his quiet breathing in my ear.