The Book of Living

Istarted having serious health problems before I was thirty. It was so bad, I was so weak, that I fell asleep every night with a cross in my hands. And the condition worsened and worsened, so that it was difficult to breathe, the body was weak, exhaustion was sickь. As I then thought that I would appear here and the cross in my hands would be at least. This continued for years. In about the second year of this condition, I stopped worrying and told myself what would happen. When the same traumatic feeling hits the same area ofthe brain, it stops responding. You don't care anymore.

The Japanese are much more primitive about this, they believe that you need to feel already dead or that this is inevitable, which makes you stop being afraid of it.

ЛAlthough my opinion is that there is no truth anywhere here, you need to choose a convenient state for yourself. And my deep conviction is that we do not treat life or death correctly, because we do not know exactly what life is, and even more so we do not know what deathis.

All other reflections are from the evil one, and there is a lot to say about this, no one can refute or prove it. I am still a proponent of a scientific attitude to life, and if you are not sure about something, it is better to remain silent.

Important

Don't complicate your life.

Manifesto of Life

Forgive my obsession as a writer if I want to start this metaphysical chapter with my poem "The Lonely Wanderer", written in 2028, from my collection "Seconds", Liters, 2023.