
On Thin Ice
A few moments later the door opened and in breezed the blonde woman who had given the envelope to her this morning. She came over to their table and shrugged out of her bulky pink faux fur coat.
“Selena said you wanted to see me, Alec? Oh, hello,” she said to Megan.
“We meet again,” Megan said quietly.
“Yes. It’s nice to see you.” To Alec she said, “Selena said this was important.” There was concern in Marlene’s blue eye-shadowed eyes.
“It’s about this envelope.” He showed her. “Do you know who gave this to you?”
Marlene shook her head. “I have no idea. I’ve never seen the man before in my life. He came in here and said that when Meg Brooks showed up to please give her this. Then he handed the envelope to me. I said, ‘I have no idea who Meg Brooks is.’ And he said that in a few days a woman would be coming in here, a stranger, and I was to ask her name and give her this letter.” She looked at Megan. “I figured it was something you were expecting.”
Megan was about to say something, and Alec said, “What did he look like?”
Marlene sighed, her eyebrows furrowing. “Well, let me think. I would say he was about your height, Alec. Give or take. Medium build. Really dark hair. I remember that. Black and thick.”
“Beard? Clean shaven?”
“I don’t remember a beard. So, probably clean shaven. I like a beard on a man. I would have remembered a beard.”
“Dark complexion?”
“I really don’t remember. Not black. But not swarthy.”
“Didn’t you think the whole thing was kind of odd?”
“I thought it was odd to begin with, but after a while I really didn’t give it much thought. I figured Meg Brooks must be a relative or something.” Marlene crossed her arms over her sizable bosom and nodded. “Is this important?”
“It might be. Did he say where he was staying in town?”
“I got the impression that he wasn’t staying anywhere in town, that he was just passing through.”
“What gave you that impression?”
“I don’t know. Just the way he seemed, all in a hurry or something. And he seemed nice enough, so I took the envelope and said, ‘I can’t promise anything, but sure.’ Then this morning Meg Brooks in the flesh shows up.” She looked down at Megan.
“Did this black-haired man tell you what Meg Brooks was supposed to look like?”
Marlene shook her head. “That’s the strange part. When I asked him this, he just shook his head and said that I would know her when I saw her and how many people come into Whisper Lake Crossing in the middle of winter anyway.”
“That’s what he said?”
“Right.”
“Why didn’t you call me?” Alec asked.
“Call you about what?”
“And you didn’t think this whole thing was strange?”
“I thought it was plenty strange, but a lot of plenty strange things happen around here and I don’t go to the sheriff’s office with every little strange thing, Alec. This just seemed an innocent thing. Someone dropping off a letter for someone who would be coming by later.”
“When did this happen?”
“Let me think.” She put her hand to her forehead. “The day before last. Yes. That’s what it was. In the morning.”
Alec scribbled something in his book. He looked up. “Marlene, if that guy comes back, please contact me immediately.”
“Okay.” Marlene saluted him. If the situation hadn’t been so grave, Megan would have laughed out loud.
Later at the sheriff’s office, Megan was formally introduced to his office assistant, Denise, who was the woman Megan had spoken to earlier. She was a middle-aged, comfortable-looking woman.
“Stu got your call, Alec. What’s going on?” Denise asked.
“Some maniac was out there on the lake shooting.”
Denise looked from one to the other. Without explaining who Megan was, Alec ushered her past two yellow chairs in the waiting room and into his office.
Denise called after him. “Your mail’s on your desk, Alec.”
“Thanks,” he said as he closed the door behind them.
His was a modest square office, very efficient, very plain. It had one desk and two chairs. There were few touches of home. No family photos that she could see. On the wall was a picture of a sailboat. He pushed the small stack of mail aside and offered Megan a chair.
At the bottom of his stack of mail there was a shoe box, which was wrapped in brown paper. Something about it seemed to pique his interest. He pulled it out from the stack and looked at it. It seemed to be secured all around with thick layers of packing tape.
He turned it over, examined it, dropped it on the desk, and for the second time that day he lunged for Megan and said, “Out! Now!”
He opened his door, ushered her through it quickly, calling to Denise as he did so.
“Anyone else in the building?”
“Alec, what’s up?”
“We have to get everyone out now. I think somebody just sent us a bomb!”
Ten minutes later, Megan found herself two blocks from the sheriff’s office, sitting on a damask-covered, spindly chair in Denise’s kitchen, surrounded by bobbleheads and dolls.
“Here,” Denise said. “Let me move these dolls at least. I collect them, make and sew clothes for them. I’m getting ready for a show. But they get a bit overwhelming at times.”
Megan barely heard. She had no choice but to sit here and drink Denise’s burnt instant coffee and think about the fact that somebody wanted her dead.
When Alec finally arrived, his expression was grim. Both women looked at him expectantly.
“It wasn’t a bomb,” he said.
“Well, thank the good Lord for that!” Denise placed a hand on her chest.
“Yes. We can be thankful for that,” he said.
“What was it, then?” Megan asked.
Instead of answering, he said, “Denise, may I speak with Megan alone? Can we use your parlor?”
“Certainly, Alec. Would you like coffee? We were just enjoying a cup.”
“Thanks Denise. That would be great.”
Sill unsmiling, Alec led Megan into a small, windowed room which, like the kitchen, was entirely populated with dolls. A bald-headed doll sneered and bobbed toward her as they entered.
Alec plucked two cloth dolls with pinched faces from a chair and sat down. She sat in the chair opposite him. She turned the grinning bobblehead away. Something about it made her uncomfortable. As she did this, Alec piped up, “I see you’ve met Denise’s dolls.”
“There are sure a lot of them.”
They both smiled a bit. Obviously, Alec had said this to lighten the mood. It didn’t last long.
“If it wasn’t a bomb, then what was it?” Megan asked.
From inside his jacket he took out a clear plastic bag and laid it on the coffee table next to a china doll with pink round circles for cheeks. It was the wedding invitation. She picked up the plastic bag, turned it over and read again. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY NUMBER TWENTY. Why was he showing her the card she had received at the café? She already knew this card all too well.
“This card was in the box that came to me.”
“Two cards?” she asked.
“Yes, two cards. The writing on the back of both of them appears to have been photocopied. They’re identical. We’re sending them both to the forensics lab.”
“And you think there’s a connection between these cards and the person who was shooting at us on the lake, plus the deaths of Sophia and Jennifer?”
He nodded. “There is no doubt in my mind.”
She shuddered and pulled her sweater tightly around her.
Alec took a notebook and pen out of his breast pocket and began to write. He was quiet for a few minutes. The only sound was the rhythmic clanging of a clock on the mantel. Megan’s mouth felt dry.
He looked at her for a few more moments and then asked, “Where is it that you live now?”
“Baltimore.”
“What do you do there?”
“I’m a Web designer.” He wrote the answers carefully in his coil-bound notebook. She knew his handwriting; his tall, compact letters. She had received love letters in that careful script. She had gotten rid of all of them. Back when she had burned her wedding dress and ribbons and decorations and candles, those love letters were in the same pile.
“Do you work for a company?”
“Alec, are you questioning me? Interrogating me?”
A look of surprise crossed his face. “Yes, Megan. I want to get to the bottom of this.” He smiled at her.
This bothered her and she didn’t know why. She looked away and felt slightly insulted. She was not some suspect. She was personally involved in the case. She found herself retreating from his gentle smile.
He was a cop, trained to get information and confessions from suspects by any means possible. If that meant cops had to pretend to have feelings they didn’t possess, they would. And for the briefest of moments she’d actually thought he was showing her kindness. She needed to be on her guard.
“I’m not at fault,” she said, sitting stiffly in her chair. “Something is happening to me and I’m not the cause of it.”
His voice was soft. “I never said you were. I’m just trying to get a handle on things. This is the only way I know how to work, by asking questions.” He put his pen down. “I’m sure you’ve thought about this. Do you know of anyone who might want to do this to you? Maybe from your work?”
“I have dozens of clients, most of whom I’ve never even met.”
He raised his eyebrows.
“That’s the way I work, Alec. I am alone.”
“I can’t imagine you working in a job that doesn’t include people….”
“I told you. I’ve changed. I could ask you the same question. Is there anyone you know who would want to do this to us? Besides, why would one of my clients target you? I’ve never told anyone about you. No one knows my history.”
He took a breath and looked down at his notebook. If her words stung, that’s what she wanted.
She sighed. This was getting them nowhere. “In answer to your question.” She paused. “After the trial I went to Baltimore to live with my godmother, a close friend and college roommate of my mother’s. Her name is Eunice Schneider. She came into my life after my grandmother died. She offered a place for me to stay in Baltimore. I went. I had no place else to go. She was good to me. I went to school there, took a graphic design course. For the past ten years I’ve been designing Web sites. I do okay for myself. I lead a quiet life.”
He said, “So, we’re looking at someone from before…”
“From before what?” she asked.
“From before our lives now. It may be painful, but I think we’re going to have to go back to the early days, when we were…together. Whoever is doing this is obviously from…then.”
She could tell it was hard for him to say the words, but she too realized it had to be someone from those days. Isn’t that why she had come here? After she had gone over and over Sophia’s and Jennifer’s deaths in her mind, had spent many sleepless nights in Baltimore wondering if she might be the next target, she had decided to come and talk to Alec.
“Someone from before,” she said. “I don’t know where to begin.”
“We begin at the beginning.”
“Right.”
He was looking at her, his expression so tender, so questioning. She knew. She knew that he wanted to ask about their child.
And she wasn’t ready to tell him about that. Not yet.
FOUR
It was late afternoon by the time Alec arrived home. He had told Megan that he would keep in touch and let her know what forensics found out about the invitations and if they found anything out on the lake.
Every time he had looked at her, something inside of him went to pieces and he completely forgot all police procedure, everything he had ever learned.
He tried to concentrate on the case. He remembered Sophia Wilcox as a short, pudgy, flighty, dark-haired girl. Megan and Sophia had been friends since kindergarten. His brother Bryan had dated Sophia briefly. Then again, his brother Bryan seemed to have gone out with everyone briefly.
He went on to the police database and looked through the report on Sophia’s accident. Her car had gone over an embankment on a highway in California and had tumbled down a cliff into the sea. There wasn’t much left of the car and driver, but bits and pieces seemed to indicate that the brakes had been seriously worn down. She left behind a husband and two children.
He turned to the report about Jennifer. Once upon a time, before he met Megan he’d had a crush on Jennifer. However once he met Megan, he judged all other women by her. Jennifer had wanted to be a missionary he remembered. She planned to go to Africa or China. She always said that as soon as she graduated from high school she would leave Augusta, leave Maine for good.
But out of all their friends, she was the one who stayed in Augusta. Jennifer had died in precisely the same manner as Sophia had. She had drowned when her car went over a hill into a reservoir near her home in Augusta. She left behind a husband and three children.
Alec looked at his watch and decided that with the time difference, it wasn’t too late to call California. When he was put through to the officer investigating Sophia’s death, he identified himself and asked if there was any new information on the car accident.
It took a while for the detective to even find the case report on his computer or in his files. Finally he said, “We’ve put that death down to an accident. We are thinking that maybe she simply fell asleep.”
“The report said the brakes failed.”
“The brakes were not good. But the car was so destroyed we couldn’t know for certain,” the officer said.
“Anything about the crash strike you as strange?” Alec asked.
“The family insisted that she had had her car in for a service that very day.”
“You talk to the mechanic?” Alec questioned.
“Yes. He said the car was in good working order when she drove it out of the shop. He checked the brakes and they were fine. Just curious. What’s your interest in all this?”
Alec said, “A second person died the same way here in Maine. Her brakes failed. The two were friends.” He told the officer about the wedding that didn’t happen. He omitted the fact that he was to have been the groom.
“That’s interesting. Maybe this case deserves a second look,” the officer said.
“I guess it does,” Alec said.
They exchanged names, numbers and e-mail addresses. They promised to keep in touch. It was a start.
It was probably too late to call Augusta, but Alec did anyway. He found Detective Brantley Peterson, the officer who had handled Jennifer’s case, still in his office working.
Alec identified himself and told him the same story he had told the officer in California.
“Things have happened here,” Alec said. “Another member from that wedding party came to see me today. She’s worried for her life.”
“Why’d she come to see you?”
“She’s an old friend. She received a copy of the invitation from that twenty-year-old wedding,” Alec answered.
“Did the other women receive the invitation prior to their deaths?”
“I don’t know, but it would be worth checking into.”
“Yes, it would.”
When he hung up, he realized how difficult it was going to be to keep his connection to Sophia, Jennifer and Megan a secret. It was only a matter of time before someone found out. He was handling the whole thing very badly. He needed to be honest. He needed to pray.
He couldn’t pray for himself, but he could pray again for his child, and he could pray for Megan. He prayed for her safety. He prayed for wisdom for himself and Steve, and for everyone working on this case, but he didn’t—couldn’t—pray that he and Meggie would find their way back to each other. That would require too much of him. He would have to repent the one secret sin that had been a part of his life for twenty years.
Before he closed his laptop, he saw that he had a new email. The subject line read: MEGGIE.
He stared at it. She had sent him an e-mail?
He clicked on it. The e-mail wasn’t from Meggie. He stared at it in growing horror.
THE SHOOTING WAS A WARNING. NEXT TIME I WON’T MISS.
He read the e-mail again and again. The sender was an innocuous Web e-mail address that was simply a series of numbers. Maybe Adam, his favorite geek from the church youth group, could tell him exactly where the e-mail came from. Stu had some expertise on the Internet, but sixteen-year-old Adam seemed to know everything there was about e-mail and the Internet.
He forwarded the whole message to Stu and then e-mailed Adam. He also decided to head over to Steve’s to get his take on things. He printed the e-mail.
But getting Steve involved at this level would mean sharing a part of him that no one knew about.
Alec wondered if it was worth the risk.
Nori Baylor, the proprietor of Trail’s End Resort, where Megan had rented a cabin, had invited Megan and the other cabin guests up to the lodge for coffee and dessert that evening. Nori’s daughters and her husband Steve were going to be there.
The lodge was brightly lit when Megan got there. As she walked up the shoveled path, various motion lights lit her way. Now that she knew that Steve, who used to be a police officer and sometimes worked with Alec on cases, was the owner of the place, she felt immediately safer.
Nori was at the front door to the lodge even before Megan had a chance to knock. Nori said, “Come in, come in. You’re the first to arrive.” She opened the door wide. “My daughters are here, but Steve isn’t back yet.” Nori’s smile was happy and bright. Her eyes sparkled. Megan wondered what it would be like to be so content. And so in love.
Inside, Megan hung her jacket on an ornate coat tree by the door. She commented on it and learned it was an antique that had been unearthed from a big room of treasures behind the kitchen.
Megan was led into the main living room, which was huge and high ceilinged. Nori had set out small silver bowls of candy and nuts and the place smelled of apples and cinnamon.
“I’ve got some mulled apple cider on the go,” Nori said. “Have a seat in here and I’ll be right in. Daphne, Rachel, come meet our guest.”
A moment later Nori’s daughters entered. Megan had been told they were twins, yet obviously they weren’t identical. The one who introduced herself as Daphne was taller and seemed a bit more outgoing. They shyly said hello and then scurried off to help their mother in the kitchen. Megan sat on a brown leather couch and gazed at the roaring fire.
Nori entered with a tray, set it down on the coffee table and sat down across from her. “I’m so glad you could come up this evening,” Nori said. “I don’t know where the other guests are, but I’m sure you’ll meet them. Vicky and Brad are their names. Also, Steve should be along soon, too. He had to go out with Alec for a minute—” Nori stopped and put a hand to her mouth. “I’m sorry to bring that up. I forgot.”
Earlier in the afternoon when Nori had come to Megan’s cabin to give her more towels, Megan had told Nori about what happened on the lake, leaving out the part that she and Alec knew each other. The story she had told had her out for a walk on the ice, and just happened to run into the sheriff, and that shots were fired out on the lake.
Nori touched Megan’s arm. “I’m so sorry this had to happen to you.”
“It’s okay.”
“So tell me about yourself,” she said. “You’re from Baltimore?”
Megan nodded.
“What do you do there?”
“I’m in graphic design.”
“Graphic design! I’m an artist, too.”
“Really, well, I can’t call myself an artist. Not anymore so much. I mostly manipulate computer images. I haven’t done any creative stuff for myself in a long time. Not since I studied it in school.”
“My late husband taught fine arts at a university….”
And they were off and running, talking about art. Megan learned that it was Nori who had painted the big mural of a schooner on the side of the Schooner Café.
“Later,” Nori said, “I’ll take you up to my loft and show you some of my works. One of the things I would really love to do here is to have a retreat for artists. That was my goal when I bought this place. We wanted to make it a retreat center for Christian artists, writers and musicians. So far it’s just a guest resort—and that’s fine—but our future plans call for more retreats.”
“That sounds like a wonderful idea.” Megan found herself warming to Nori. Maybe she would even go to an artists’ retreat.
A few moments later there was the sound of talking and stomping of boots at the kitchen door. Megan looked toward the kitchen. Alec was entering with a big man. He was as tall as Alec, but bigger all-around. She presumed this was Steve.
Alec saw her and stopped in his tracks. “Hello,” he said.
“Hi.” Nori waved a few fingers at him and smiled.
Nori said, “I would introduce you, but I know you met earlier on the ice.”
“We did,” Megan said, smiling sweetly at Alec.
He kept staring at her. Finally he asked, “What are you doing here?”
It was an odd question and Nori laughed lightly. “Alec, she’s staying here in the cabin called Grace.”
Grace was the largest of the Trail’s End cabins that Nori had shown Megan. The cabin was the farthest from the lodge but the closest to the road. All the cabins used to be numbered and they were just referred to by their numbers, but Nori and Steve had given each cabin a name.
“I don’t know why, but I got the idea you were staying in town,” Alec said to Megan.
“I thought this was town.”
Alec’s eyes locked on to Megan’s and hers to his. They were like this for several seconds until she picked up her cider and brought it to her lips. Nori broke the silence by saying, “What a horrific thing to happen to a guest. You arrive on a bit of vacation, you decide to go for a walk on the ice and the next thing you know someone is out there target practicing.” To Alec she said, “I was just thinking it’s a good thing that you were out ice fishing. What a wonderful coincidence. I might even say that God may have been at work there….”
Megan nearly choked on her cider.
Steve said, “We’re taking the shooting very seriously. We don’t think it was just people randomly target practicing.”
“You don’t?” Nori’s eyes were wide. She looked at Alec. Obviously she thought the gunman was after Alec, maybe for a past crime he had solved or someone he had successfully put into prison. “Oh, Alec, that’s awful,” Nori said. “Are you able to stick around for a while or do you have to get back to work?”
“We’re back to work,” Steve said. “We’re checking on a threatening e-mail.”
Nori nodded. “You guys don’t need to stay. You go and take care of that e-mail. We can’t have this kind of crime around here.”
Megan asked, “Is there anything you need me for?”
It was Steve who answered her. “Not really. Not now. Alec said you didn’t see anything. Is that right?”
Megan said she hadn’t.
“The less we need to involve you the better,” Steve said.
Megan raised her eyebrows and stared hard at Alec. Imperceptibly, he shrugged. Obviously, he hadn’t told Steve about their previous relationship.
Later, after she got back to her cabin, all she felt was regret and a kind of deep sadness. It was as if she was being hurt all over again. She would bury herself in her work this evening, and try not to think about a boy from twenty years ago who had ridden her on the handlebars of his bicycle, down the hill while she laughed and yelled at him to go faster, faster, faster.
When she checked her e-mail, the message with the subject line, OUR HOUSE, barely registered. Since she got a lot of spam, she deleted the e-mail.
And then she didn’t know why—something about the subject line caught her attention—she retrieved the message from the trash folder.
The message simply read, WE WILL BE TOGETHER SOON. OUR HOUSE IS ALMOST READY. Attached was a photograph of a house. Normally she didn’t open strange attachments, but this one displayed automatically when she opened the e-mail. She studied the photo. The house looked vaguely familiar. Or maybe it was that tree in front of the house which she thought she recognized. Or did she?