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V

  Life's best things gather round its close   To light it from the door;   When woman's aid no further goes,   She weeps and loves the more.   She doubted oft, feared for his life,   Yea, feared his mission's loss;   But now she shares the losing strife,   And weeps beside the cross.   The dreaded hour is come at last,   The sword hath reached her soul;   The hour of tortured hope is past,   And gained the awful goal.   There hangs the son her body bore,   The limbs her arms had prest!   The hands, the feet the driven nails tore   Had lain upon her breast!   He speaks; the words how faintly brief,   And how divinely dear!   The mother's heart yearns through its grief   Her dying son to hear.   "Woman, behold thy son.—Behold   Thy mother." Blessed hest   That friend to her torn heart to fold   Who understood him best!   Another son—ah, not instead!—   He gave, lest grief should kill,   While he was down among the dead,   Doing his father's will.   No, not instead! the coming joy   Will make him hers anew;   More hers than when, a little boy,   His life from hers he drew.

II.

THE WOMAN THAT LIFTED UP HER VOICE

  Filled with his words of truth and right,   Her heart will break or cry:   A woman's cry bursts forth in might   Of loving agony.   "Blessed the womb, thee, Lord, that bare!   The bosom that thee fed!"   A moment's silence filled the air,   All heard the words she said.   He turns his face: he knows the cry,   The fountain whence it springs—   A woman's heart that glad would die   For woman's best of things.   Good thoughts, though laggard in the rear,   He never quenched or chode:   "Yea, rather, blessed they that hear   And keep the word of God!"   He would uplift her, not rebuke.   The crowd began to stir.   We miss how she the answer took;   We hear no more of her.

III.

THE MOTHER OF ZEBEDEE'S CHILDREN

  She knelt, she bore a bold request,   Though shy to speak it out:   Ambition, even in mother's breast,   Before him stood in doubt.   "What is it?" "Grant thy promise now,   My sons on thy right hand   And on thy left shall sit when thou   Art king, Lord, in the land."   "Ye know not what ye ask." There lay   A baptism and a cup   She understood not, in the way   By which he must go up.   Her mother-love would lift them high     Above their fellow-men;   Her woman-pride would, standing nigh,     Share in their grandeur then!   Would she have joyed o'er prosperous quest,     Counted her prayer well heard,   Had they, of three on Calvary's crest,     Hung dying, first and third?   She knoweth neither way nor end:     In dark despair, full soon,   She will not mock the gracious friend     With prayer for any boon.   Higher than love could dream or dare     To ask, he them will set;   They shall his cup and baptism share,     And share his kingdom yet!   They, entering at his palace-door,     Will shun the lofty seat;   Will gird themselves, and water pour,     And wash each other's feet;   Then down beside their lowly Lord     On the Father's throne shall sit:   For them who godlike help afford     God hath prepared it.

IV.

THE SYROPHENICIAN WOMAN

  "Grant, Lord, her prayer, and let her go;       She crieth after us."   Nay, to the dogs ye cast it so;       Serve not a woman thus.   Their pride, by condescension fed,       He shapes with teaching tongue:   "It is not meet the children's bread       To little dogs be flung."   The words, for tender heart so sore,       His voice did seem to rue;   The gentle wrath his countenance wore,       With her had not to do.   He makes her share the hurt of good,       Takes what she would have lent,   That those proud men their evil mood       May see, and so repent;   And that the hidden faith in her       May burst in soaring flame:   With childhood deeper, holier,       Is birthright not the same?   Ill names, of proud religion born—       She'll wear the worst that comes;   Will clothe her, patient, in their scorn,       To share the healing crumbs!   "Truth, Lord; and yet the puppies small       Under the table eat   The crumbs the little ones let fall—       That is not thought unmeet."   The prayer rebuff could not amate       Was not like water spilt:   "O woman, but thy faith is great!       Be it even as thou wilt."   Thrice happy she who yet will dare,       Who, baffled, prayeth still!   He, if he may, will grant her prayer       In fulness of her will!

V.

THE WIDOW OF NAIN

  Forth from the city, with the load       That makes the trampling low,   They walk along the dreary road       That dust and ashes go.   The other way, toward the gate       Their trampling strong and loud,   With hope of liberty elate,       Comes on another crowd.   Nearer and nearer draw the twain—       One with a wailing cry!   How could the Life let such a train       Of death and tears go by!   "Weep not," he said, and touched the bier:       They stand, the dead who bear;   The mother knows nor hope nor fear—       He waits not for her prayer.   "Young man, I say to thee, arise."       Who hears, he must obey:   Up starts the body; wide the eyes       Flash wonder and dismay.   The lips would speak, as if they caught       Some converse sudden broke   When the great word the dead man sought,       And Hades' silence woke.   The lips would speak: the eyes' wild stare       Gives place to ordered sight;   The murmur dies upon the air;       The soul is dumb with light.   He brings no news; he has forgot,       Or saw with vision weak:   Thou sees! all our unseen lot,       And yet thou dost not speak.   Hold'st thou the news, as parent might       A too good gift, away,   Lest we should neither sleep at night,       Nor do our work by day?   The mother leaves us not a spark       Of her triumph over grief;   Her tears alone have left their mark       Upon the holy leaf:   Oft gratitude will thanks benumb,       Joy will our laughter quell:   May not Eternity be dumb       With things too good to tell?   Her straining arms her lost one hold;       Question she asketh none;   She trusts for all he leaves untold;       Enough, to clasp her son!   The ebb is checked, the flow begun,       Sent rushing to the gate:   Death turns him backward to the sun,       And life is yet our fate!

VI.

THE WOMAN WHOM SATAN HAD BOUND

  For years eighteen she, patient soul,       Her eyes had graveward sent;   Her earthly life was lapt in dole,       She was so bowed and bent.   What words! To her? Who can be near?       What tenderness of hands!   Oh! is it strength, or fancy mere?       New hope, or breaking bands?   The pent life rushes swift along       Channels it used to know;   Up, up, amid the wondering throng,       She rises firm and slow—   To bend again in grateful awe—       For will is power at length—   In homage to the living Law       Who gives her back her strength.   Uplifter of the down-bent head!       Unbinder of the bound!   Who seest all the burdened       Who only see the ground!   Although they see thee not, nor cry,       Thou watchest for the hour   To lift the forward-beaming eye,       To wake the slumbering power!   Thy hand will wipe the stains of time       From off the withered face;   Upraise thy bowed old men, in prime       Of youthful manhood's grace!   Like summer days from winter's tomb,       Shall rise thy women fair;   Gray Death, a shadow, not a doom,       Lo, is not anywhere!   All ills of life shall melt away       As melts a cureless woe,   When, by the dawning of the day       Surprised, the dream must go.   I think thou, Lord, wilt heal me too,       Whate'er the needful cure;   The great best only thou wilt do,       And hoping I endure.

VII.

THE WOMAN WHO CAME BEHIND HIM IN THE CROWD

  Near him she stole, rank after rank;       She feared approach too loud;   She touched his garment's hem, and shrank       Back in the sheltering crowd.   A shame-faced gladness thrills her frame:       Her twelve years' fainting prayer   Is heard at last! she is the same       As other women there!   She hears his voice. He looks about.       Ah! is it kind or good   To drag her secret sorrow out       Before that multitude?   The eyes of men she dares not meet—       On her they straight must fall!—   Forward she sped, and at his feet       Fell down, and told him all.   To the one refuge she hath flown,       The Godhead's burning flame!   Of all earth's women she alone       Hears there the tenderest name:   "Daughter," he said, "be of good cheer;       Thy faith hath made thee whole:"   With plenteous love, not healing mere,       He comforteth her soul.

VIII.

THE WIDOW WITH THE TWO MITES

  Here much and little shift and change,       With scale of need and time;   There more and less have meanings strange,       Which the world cannot rime.   Sickness may be more hale than health,       And service kingdom high;   Yea, poverty be bounty's wealth,       To give like God thereby.   Bring forth your riches; let them go,       Nor mourn the lost control;   For if ye hoard them, surely so       Their rust will reach your soul.   Cast in your coins, for God delights       When from wide hands they fall;   But here is one who brings two mites,       And thus gives more than all.   I think she did not hear the praise—       Went home content with need;   Walked in her old poor generous ways,       Nor knew her heavenly meed.

IX.

THE WOMEN WHO MINISTERED UNTO HIM

  Enough he labours for his hire;       Yea, nought can pay his pain;   But powers that wear and waste and tire,       Need help to toil again.   They give him freely all they can,       They give him clothes and food;   In this rejoicing, that the man       Is not ashamed they should.   High love takes form in lowly thing;       He knows the offering such;   To them 'tis little that they bring,       To him 'tis very much.

X.

PILATE'S WIFE

  Why came in dreams the low-born man       Between thee and thy rest?   In vain thy whispered message ran,       Though justice was its quest!   Did some young ignorant angel dare—       Not knowing what must be,   Or blind with agony of care—       To fly for help to thee?   I know not. Rather I believe,       Thou, nobler than thy spouse,   His rumoured grandeur didst receive,       And sit with pondering brows,   Until thy maidens' gathered tale       With possible marvel teems:   Thou sleepest, and the prisoner pale       Returneth in thy dreams.   Well mightst thou suffer things not few       For his sake all the night!   In pale eclipse he suffers, who       Is of the world the light.   Precious it were to know thy dream       Of such a one as he!   Perhaps of him we, waking, deem       As poor a verity.

XI.

THE WOMAN OF SAMARIA

  In the hot sun, for water cool       She walked in listless mood:   When back she ran, her pitcher full       Forgot behind her stood.   Like one who followed straying sheep,       A weary man she saw,   Who sat upon the well so deep,       And nothing had to draw.   "Give me to drink," he said. Her hand       Was ready with reply;   From out the old well of the land       She drew him plenteously.   He spake as never man before;       She stands with open ears;   He spake of holy days in store,       Laid bare the vanished years.   She cannot still her throbbing heart,       She hurries to the town,   And cries aloud in street and mart,       "The Lord is here: come down."   Her life before was strange and sad,       A very dreary sound:   Ah, let it go—or good or bad:       She has the Master found!

XII.

MARY MAGDALENE

  With wandering eyes and aimless zeal,       She hither, thither, goes;   Her speech, her motions, all reveal       A mind without repose.   She climbs the hills, she haunts the sea,       By madness tortured, driven;   One hour's forgetfulness would be       A gift from very heaven!   She slumbers into new distress;       The night is worse than day:   Exulting in her helplessness,       Hell's dogs yet louder bay.   The demons blast her to and fro;       She has no quiet place,   Enough a woman still, to know       A haunting dim disgrace.   A human touch! a pang of death!       And in a low delight   Thou liest, waiting for new breath.       For morning out of night.   Thou risest up: the earth is fair,       The wind is cool; thou art free!   Is it a dream of hell's despair       Dissolves in ecstasy?   That man did touch thee! Eyes divine       Make sunrise in thy soul;   Thou seëst love in order shine:—       His health hath made thee whole!   Thou, sharing in the awful doom,       Didst help thy Lord to die;   Then, weeping o'er his empty tomb,       Didst hear him Mary cry.   He stands in haste; he cannot stop;       Home to his God he fares:   "Go tell my brothers I go up       To my Father, mine and theirs."   Run, Mary! lift thy heavenly voice;       Cry, cry, and heed not how;   Make all the new-risen world rejoice—       Its first apostle thou!   What if old tales of thee have lied,       Or truth have told, thou art   All-safe with him, whate'er betide—       Dwell'st with him in God's heart!

XIII.

THE WOMAN IN THE TEMPLE

  A still dark joy! A sudden face!       Cold daylight, footsteps, cries!   The temple's naked, shining space,       Aglare with judging eyes!   All in abandoned guilty hair,       With terror-pallid lips,   To vulgar scorn her honour bare,       To lewd remarks and quips,   Her eyes she fixes on the ground       Her shrinking soul to hide,   Lest, at uncurtained windows found,       Its shame be clear descried.   All idle hang her listless hands,       They tingle with her shame;   She sees not who beside her stands,       She is so bowed with blame.   He stoops, he writes upon the ground,       Regards nor priests nor wife;   An awful silence spreads around,       And wakes an inward strife.   Then comes a voice that speaks for thee,       Pale woman, sore aghast:   "Let him who from this sin is free       At her the first stone cast!"   Ah then her heart grew slowly sad!       Her eyes bewildered rose;   She saw the one true friend she had,       Who loves her though he knows.   He stoops. In every charnel breast       Dead conscience rises slow:   They, dumb before that awful guest,       Turn, one by one, and go.   Up in her deathlike, ashy face       Rises the living red;   No greater wonder sure had place       When Lazarus left the dead!   She is alone with him whose fear       Made silence all around;   False pride, false shame, they come not near,       She has her saviour found!   Jesus hath spoken on her side,       Those cruel men withstood!   From him her shame she will not hide!       For him she will be good!   He rose; he saw the temple bare;       They two are left alone!   He said unto her, "Woman, where       Are thine accusers gone?"   "Hath none condemned thee?" "Master, no,"       She answers, trembling sore.   "Neither do I condemn thee. Go,       And sin not any more."   She turned and went.—To hope and grieve?       Be what she had not been?   We are not told; but I believe       His kindness made her clean.   Our sins to thee us captive hale—       Ambitions, hatreds dire;   Cares, fears, and selfish loves that fail,       And sink us in the mire:   Our captive-cries with pardon meet;       Our passion cleanse with pain;   Lord, thou didst make these miry feet—       Oh, wash them clean again!

XIV.

MARTHA

  With joyful pride her heart is high:       Her humble house doth hold   The man her nation's prophecy       Long ages hath foretold!   Poor, is he? Yes, and lowly born:       Her woman-soul is proud   To know and hail the coming morn       Before the eyeless crowd.   At her poor table will he eat?       He shall be served there   With honour and devotion meet       For any king that were!   'Tis all she can; she does her part,       Profuse in sacrifice;   Nor dreams that in her unknown heart       A better offering lies.   But many crosses she must bear;       Her plans are turned and bent;   Do what she can, things will not wear       The form of her intent.   With idle hands and drooping lid,       See Mary sit at rest!   Shameful it was her sister did       No service for their guest!   Dear Martha, one day Mary's lot       Must rule thy hands and eyes;   Thou, all thy household cares forgot,       Must sit as idly wise!   But once more first she set her word       To bar her master's ways,   Crying, "By this he stinketh, Lord,       He hath been dead four days!"   Her housewife-soul her brother dear       Would fetter where he lies!   Ah, did her buried best then hear,       And with the dead man rise?
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