The Baby Quilt

“I’d say he’s used to getting his way, too,” the older woman observed, watching the man under discussion shoulder a heavy beam. “I wonder if he’s a firstborn? I can’t remember if I saw it on Sally or Oprah. Or maybe it was Extra,” she considered, pondering, “but someone had a birth-order expert on a while back. A psychologist, I think. She said firstborns are the responsible ones. Used to being in charge and all.

“Junior is like that,” she confided, lowering her voice as if someone might overhear her disparaging her own oldest, and only, child. “Stubborn as the day is long. Just like his father.” Settling back, Mrs. Clancy gave a sharp nod. “As insistent as that lawyer was about you staying put, I’d say that he’s just as set in his ways.”

“I don’t know about birth order,” Emily admitted. She’d never heard of such a thing before, but Mrs. Clancy watched all the talk shows and she was very informed. “But he does seem quite sure of himself. Except with Anna,” she mused, contemplating his broad back. “When he held her, he acted like she was going to slip right out of his hands.”

“Now, why would you be letting a strange man hold your baby?”

“So I could get out of the cellar after the storm passed.” Her voice gentled, her expression turning pensive as she stroked her baby’s downy little arm. The thought that she could have lost Anna tightened her chest, hinted at pain that went far deeper than any she’d felt before—and simply couldn’t bear to consider. “He helped us, Mrs. Clancy. I don’t know what would have happened if he hadn’t come along.”

For a moment, the older woman said nothing. She just pinched her lips and patted Emily on the arm.

“Well, he did come along,” Mrs. Clancy allowed, looking as if she were thinking of the day help had come too late for Emily’s husband. “And you and the baby are fine, so just push those thoughts right out of your head.

“I’ll admit he did seem a little anxious when Anna started fussing,” she observed, deftly changing the subject back to the man Emily was openly watching. “It could be that he’s just never been around young ones before.” She cocked her head full of pink curlers, her interest taking another turn. “I didn’t notice a ring on him.”

“A ring? Oh, you mean a wedding ring.” Emily’s glance automatically cut to the pretty little diamonds glittering on the woman’s left hand. The custom of exchanging rings hadn’t existed in her old community. In it, when a man married, he grew a beard which he never shaved. No one had worn any jewelry at all. “I didn’t notice, either.”

She hadn’t looked at his hands. She’d only felt them. Watching him heft another board, studying the strong lines of his back and long legs, she realized she’d actually felt a considerable amount of his beautifully muscled body. He’d felt very warm, very…hard.

At the thought, her glance faltered, warmth touching her cheeks.

“I’d say you noticed something,” her too observant neighbor murmured. “Of course, a woman would have to be drawing her last breath not to notice a man like that. But you can never be too careful around that sort, you know.

“You remember me telling you about that lawyer on The Tame and The Wild?” she continued, carrying the conversation the way she always did. “Handsome devil, that one. Charmed the sweet young niece of a client right into his bed. Seduced her in five episodes, then dumped her for his secretary’s mother. I’m not saying this fella’s like that and I’m not one to judge,” she claimed, doing just that. “I mean he did offer you and my Sam a hand and I have to say that speaks well of him. But he is a lawyer. And he is from the city,” she stressed, sounding as if the combination somehow diluted his more redeeming behavior.

“Sheltered as you’ve been, I know you haven’t come up against his type. Smooth and sophisticated, I mean. And arrogant,” she muttered, her expression turning to a glower as her thoughts shifted course. “Like those no-conscience weasels from SoyCo who spout statutes and clauses and time allowances instead of fixing the drainage problem by our land. We have crops being flooded because of their negligence and they keep telling us how much time they have to look into the problem. I can tell ’em what the problem is. That new drain tile they put in when they bought the Eiger farm is draining straight onto our land. All they’ve got to do is dig—”

“Mrs. Clancy,” Emily murmured. A vein bulged by the pink tape holding a curl in place at the woman’s temple. “Remember your blood pressure.”

Connie Clancy glared at Justin’s back for another moment then huffed a breath. “Well, I am of a mind to think they haven’t a feeling bone in their bodies,” she muttered, nowhere near ready to give up the subject now that she’d started on it. “They live their highfalutin lives and don’t give a whit about common folk’s livelihoods. Did this Sloan fella say what kind of lawyer he was?”

Actually, Emily thought, he had. He’d said he was ‘corporate’ which didn’t bode at all well for ending the present course of conversation.

“A good one,” she replied, because he’d certainly implied it.

“Sounds just like ’em.”

The terse statement drew Emily’s brow in a faint frown. The thought that Justin could be as coldhearted and presumptuous as the men Mrs. Clancy was so upset about disturbed her. For a twenty-four-year-old woman, she knew she was woefully unsophisticated, but that hadn’t been her impression of him at all.

Dismissing the thought, and knowing the woman would go on forever if she didn’t change the subject herself, Emily edged back the diaper to see how her little girl was doing. The nagging thought that maybe she was just being naive gave way to a more profound concern.

“Do you think Anna’s grown any since you saw her last week?”

Bated exasperation softened the disgruntled woman’s expression. It softened a bit more when she looked over to where the pink-cheeked infant had fallen asleep at her mother’s breast. “Emily Miller, I know new mothers worry, but I’ve never heard of one worrying the way you do.”

“But she doesn’t seem to be getting any bigger.”

“That’s because you’re with her every minute of the day. She’s only a couple of months old. How big do you think she’s supposed to be?” She shook her head, looking vaguely amused. “She’s not some strapping boy like Paula Ferguson’s grandson, you know. Why, that child must have put on a pound a week to be as big as he is now. Of course his mother isn’t exactly dainty herself,” she confided.

She pulled a deep breath, preparing to head off on yet another tangent, but the commotion from the barn had her clamping her mouth shut before she could even get started. A calf shot out of the rubble, its rust-colored rump bouncing as it headed for the flattened cornfield. Over the clatter of boards inside the barn, the bovine bellowing grew more insistent.

The men were nowhere to be seen.

Mrs. Clancy’s hand flattened over her heart. “What in the world…?”

Pulling the diaper from Emily’s shoulder, she tossed it over her own and reached her weathered hands toward Anna. Even as she did, Emily was buttoning herself up and trying not to panic at the thought of what might have happened to Mr. Clancy—or to the man who knew far less than her husband had about the hazards on a farm.

Chapter Three

Emily’s panic was blessedly short-lived. Justin was fine. He assured her of that himself when she found him and Mr. Clancy glaring at the section of wall that had collapsed when the two of them had moved the beam trapping the calf. The old farmer grunted his assurances, too, then added his bulk to Justin’s muscle when Justin started clearing away the new pile of boards.

The men did, indeed, appear completely unscathed, and for that Emily was most grateful, but it was clear enough that they needed help. Neither of them wanted her wading around in the rubble, though, so she left them to their task and did what she could by chasing down the animal that had bolted from the barn as if its backside were on fire. After staking the calf on a long rope near the hay bales, she headed up to the house with Mrs. Clancy and Anna to make sandwiches and a salad for the Clancys’ dinner in exchange for the use of Mr. Clancy’s little red chain saw and a can of gasoline.

She had a tree to cut up. She also had a bushel of beans waiting to be canned. With the sun slanting low on the horizon, she didn’t have much of the day left to waste.

“I’ll take those.”

Justin’s long shadow overtook hers on the rutted road a moment before she felt his hand close over the handle of the chain saw.

“Clancy will pick me up in an hour or so and jump my car for me,” he said, leaving her to carry the can with the baby snuggled against her chest like a little papoose. “He said he needs to check his irrigation before he does anything else.”

He’d wiped off a streak of dirt he’d had on his cheek earlier. But when he fell into step beside her, the saw between them, she noticed an angry red scratch on his arm. “I was going to watch for you. So I could thank you,” she said, not wanting him to think she would let him leave without telling him how she appreciated what he’d done. “You don’t need to carry that for me,” she added. “I can manage.”

“No thanks necessary. And it’s either carry this back for you or sit here doing nothing until he gets finished. He didn’t seem to need any more help.

“Actually,” he muttered, as they moved between the rows of corn, “I think it was my help he didn’t want. We were doing fine until he asked what I did for a living. When I told him I was an attorney, he turned as suspicious as the warden of a pen. He thought for sure that I worked for some corporation who bought a farm east of here and that I’d come to check the condition of his crops or something. I had to swear I’d only come here to fish before he’d let me past that cow.” He shook his head, looking as if he weren’t sure if he should be confused or insulted. “I’ve never even heard of the company he was talking about.”

The furrows in his brow eased only slightly when he hoisted the saw. “You know how to use this thing?”

If the skeptical way he looked at the useful little device was any indication, he didn’t appear overly familiar with it himself. What struck Emily more was his easy dismissal of her neighbor’s suspecting attitude. He was either terribly forgiving or his hide was as thick as a buffalo’s.

“I’ve borrowed it before. To cut firewood,” she explained, searching for traces of the arrogance Mrs. Clancy claimed men like him possessed. “It’s much simpler to use than an ax.”

His glance swept over her face, past the tiny head resting between her breasts and down to her sneakers. “I have a little trouble picturing you swinging an ax.”

“I had trouble doing it.” Not arrogant, she thought. But definitely bold. “That’s why I borrowed the saw. I’ve added one to my wish list.”

“Of course you have.” Wincing, he cautiously rotated his left shoulder. “It’s what every woman wants. Flowers. Diamonds. A chain saw. I’ll make a note of that,” he muttered, a cornstalk snapping beneath his weight. “I’ll have women falling at my feet.”

The hint of sarcasm in his tone automatically stiffened her back. Yet, when she saw the faint smile tug at the corner of his mouth, she realized he wasn’t mocking her as some people had been known to do when she expressed her admittedly simple desires. He was teasing her. From the way he flinched when he edged his left arm back, he also seemed to be rather uncomfortable.

“You speak as if you don’t have a wife,” she observed, wondering what he’d done to himself.

“I don’t. I don’t plan to ever have one, either.”

“Never?”

Her luminous blue eyes went wide, her expression caught somewhere between amazement and incredulity. Justin wasn’t sure when he’d ever seen anyone look so openly astonished. He wasn’t sure, either, why he’d finally put voice to a conviction that had only solidified in the past year.