Human Design: How to discover the real you

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Foreword by Becky Robbins (#ud5708a85-3852-5140-a446-341b974d5ea4)

Introduction (#u1b6c6afd-7734-5c50-a558-d05cf6eaa9b0)

Chapter 1: Meet Yourself (#u3d9a9db2-5670-54ba-ae69-2bed37dd4c59)

Chapter 2: The Energy Within (#u326ecbbb-e20e-5ea2-ab46-b5076c9a567b)

Chapter 3: Engaging with Life (#ubcb19d38-7cd9-531d-bff7-1c79cef51595)

Chapter 4: Honouring your Authority (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter 5: Uniquely You (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter 6: Gates of Truth (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter 7: Design Profiling (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter 8: Living your Design (#litres_trial_promo)

Designs of Famous People (#litres_trial_promo)

Acknowledgements (#litres_trial_promo)

Index (#litres_trial_promo)

About the Publisher (#litres_trial_promo)

FOREWORD (#ulink_09b80d92-495a-5478-9f4c-51b289fe63dc)

Every so often, there is a discovery that brings about a great catalyst in understanding, allowing for personal awakening. Very rarely, there comes along an individual capable of conveying something esoteric so that the rest of us can benefit from its truth. The Human Design system’s complexities and Chetan Parkyn’s clarity are demonstration of those two unique happenings coming together for the common good, a system long overdue finding perfect fusion with a teacher who has always been ahead of his time.

I have always been one who seeks, looking for clues that could unravel the mystery of life and allow me to become a better person. That’s why I particularly remember the defining moments in life when one becomes acquainted with a self – awareness that opens the eyes and turns on the light bulbs.

For me, one such moment was the auspicious day when I was introduced to the English gentleman Chetan Parkyn and given a Human Design reading. It was more than a decade ago, on the island of Maui, Hawaii, that this stranger with friendly eyes and a velvet voice started to ‘read’ my ‘design for life’ as if he had known me since the day I was born.

I’d had previous experiences with astrology and other forms of readings, but nothing could compare to the prescience of a system that was, through Chetan, reading my true nature and resonating with every instinct, emotion, thought and sensation I had ever felt. One technical chart and one man from Shropshire, England, combined to inform me of the person I was designed to be and the life I was designed to lead. In that moment, Human Design emerged as a dynamic crystal ball into my world, past, present and future. It unlocked an inner code I’d never encountered in other disciplines, a code I could apply to my way of being, my decision – making, and my clarity about what and how I thought and felt.

This multi – faceted system has also enabled me to better understand the ‘designs’ of others; shining a light on certain behaviours and attitudes of those intimate in my world, including my children and friends.

Ten years on, I continue to check in with Chetan and keep that original Human Design chart as a constant companion and guide. It has become my road map through life. I get to be my own hero. I get to be in control of my runaway train when that happens, remembering that I’m always in the driver’s seat. It has been cathartic and invigorating to know that it’s okay to be who I am, and to know when to move into action and when to retreat. Believe me when I say that what you are about to discover is liberating stuff!

For many memorable years I played a significant part alongside my former husband, Anthony Robbins, witnessing the enormous difference people felt when they harnessed an inner power, motivating themselves to accomplish great things. I travelled the world as both a co – creator and witness to a phenomenal rise in self – awareness, seeing at first hand how personal empowerment could transform lives. ‘Awakening the Giant Within’ was ripe for its time. Likewise, Human Design is ripe for today’s world and brings the same potential for self – empowerment. It is a journey of self – discovery which can, and should, be taken and applied to the family and community. I say this because its effect on my life continues to be profound. It served me and induced strength at my lowest ebb, and now, when healed and happy again, it allows me to experience the joy of freedom and lasting fulfilment. Quite simply, it has allowed me to know myself.

I encourage you, too, to jump into this inner knowledge about yourself and celebrate the gifts within, thanking the illumination granted by Chetan, whose genius and huge heart have made this system logical and applicable to our lives.

Becky Robbins

INTRODUCTION (#ulink_0cfd2863-927d-5019-9ef2-cd4772a391e4)

‘I wanted to dismiss Human Design as cobblers,but you read me to the point where I couldn’t deny it.You should write a book about this one day.’

DS, Yorkshire, UK

‘Just be yourself,’ they say. How many times have we heard that? It’s often said to help ease a nervous first date, a daunting social invitation or the first day on a new job. There is always someone armed with that well – intentioned advice: ‘Don’t worry, just be yourself and everything will be fine!’

The problem is this: how many of us know what being ourselves actually means? Who is this ‘true self’ – the private inner being that hides behind the mask it wears for most public interactions, that real person we are when stripped of our ego and acts of social graces aimed at winning respect, approval or popularity?

Psychologists the world over would say that millions of people pass through life without ever realizing what comprises their true self. It’s as though we have forgotten our unique individuality in the collective rush to be all things to all people; to fit the picture – perfect portrayals in magazines, television dramas and movies. It’s as though the naturalness and authenticity with which we were all born – and which we unleashed with unaffected abandon as children – has been crushed, repressed or even disallowed.

Instead, conformity and responsibility in adulthood have combined to distort or shrink our true natures. Millions of us parade as someone other than our true selves without even realizing it, adopting an ‘acting personality’ shaped by the conditioning of our pasts and the judgements, expectations and rules of others. Along the way, we’ve picked up and collected traits and acceptable responses that are deemed the ‘norm’, so there’s always a tendency to act as we believe we should act, or how we’ve been trained to act, all the time keeping our inner beings bound and gagged.

In that regard, I am reminded of a woman who sought me out to help rediscover a lost connection to the real person who, she said, had mysteriously disappeared during her marriage. Jayne told me:

‘All I want is to be myself again, act like myself again, feel like myself again. I don’t want to be this person I’ve created and become. I know the real me is different, waiting to get out and be braver, less afraid of being hurt, less worried about the judgements of others, less afraid of taking on the world, desperate to laugh and dance again. She’s in there. I know she is. But I’ve no idea where to look anymore. I need to be reminded of the me that has become lost.’

Like Jayne, most of us adopt a persona – a word which originates from the Greek for ‘mask’. But what really matters is the authentic person behind the mask; that we are ‘seen’ and recognized for who we truly are.

In writing this book I hope to bring you back home to the essence and safe harbour of your inner being, reuniting you with the person you were born to be and the life you were meant to live. That’s why this is not a self – help book, but a self – reminder, directing you to rediscover the essence and uniqueness of the real you.

What I’m introducing is a one – of – its – kind system and self – awareness tool called ‘Human Design’, a system where science meets spirituality, a system which intends you to be loved, accepted and understood for who you are. Which is why it asks one question at the outset: ‘Are you living your human design?’

This system is built on the wisdom that the acceptance and embracing of your true nature are the essence of finding personal happiness, fulfilment and freedom which, in turn, can lead to finding and creating healthier relationships.

This book is the culmination of 15 years in the field of Human Design. I have immersed myself in its truths, giving one – on – one readings and holding group seminars, and it has been a long – held wish of mine to share its prescient insights with a much wider audience because of the quiet revolutions it kick – starts.

I have lost count of the people who have walked through the front door of this system and emerged through the back exit as someone renewed and invigorated. Once its truths become apparent, it induces an awakening which is both empowering and transformative. It provides concrete information for you to act on by altering the way you view yourself and approach interactions with others.

In the words of American educator Stedman Graham: ‘When you have a sense of who you are and a vision of where you’re going in life, you then have the basis of reaching out to the world, and going after your dreams for a better life.’

Once you apply this system’s knowledge to your life, the possibilities are endless. But knowledge is not the only qualification I bring to the table. Experience has also been my teacher, and I personally have Human Design to thank for bringing me back ‘home’ and changing my life – a life which was seemingly going nowhere back in 1975.

I was sure the perfect storm was going to consume our 100ft motor yacht. There almost seemed a surreal lull in between the heaving rolls of the 40ft swell as we were driven across the Atlantic Ocean, a lull between life and death. I remember the chill, the pitch darkness and freezing spray of Atlantic water as this hurricane storm suddenly struck two days out of Bermuda. I was at the wheel, between Nassau and Malta, when the mother of all waves hit and the boat was knocked sideways. I gripped the wheel for dear life, convinced we were capsizing and that death was imminent.

Then, with agonizing slowness, the boat righted herself. It was a terrifying experience and the rocky ordeal lasted for nine days and nights. I remember tying myself onto a bunk with ropes, wedged between two wooden drawers, and disappearing into a place beyond prayer. Two days after nearly capsizing, as the storm still raged, it was my birthday – always a time of review and reflection. I took a break in the grey light of day and hunkered down in one of the speedboats tied to the top deck to smoke a rare cigarette by way of meagre celebration. As I did so, everything inside me went quiet, the storm around me seemed to mute and I had a sudden realization of how miraculous our escape had been. I thought to myself, ‘Surely there’s more to my life than this!’

I had dropped out of school in England, travelled the world for two years and then completed an apprenticeship before earning a mechanical engineering degree at university. After taking one or two small jobs in Europe, I’d ended up repairing and delivering luxury motor yachts around the world. But after we’d arrived in Malta and I’d thanked the gods for my survival, I packed it all in and retreated to the Shetland Islands, to the north of Scotland, to take stock of my life. All I knew was that I needed to get away.

I started asking that ‘Who am I?’ question, and don’t mind admitting that such introspection led to a pretty dark time. The remoteness of my croft house on a hilltop in the middle of nowhere was almost a perfect analogy for the personal wilderness in which I’d lost my sense of self. During those 18 months in the Shetlands, my dad, Roderick Parkyn, passed away. Another rope tethering my stability started to fray. Then, one night, sitting in the candlelit gloom of the croft, one week after scattering his ashes on his favourite seashore in Scotland, I felt his unmistakable spirit enter the room. Those who have known grief and have felt another’s spirit will know what I’m talking about. It was a powerful experience and one which released me from my isolation. In a quiet but reassuring voice within I heard him telling me, ‘It’s alright. You can go now.’

A couple of days later, with some synchronicity, I was sitting on the front doorstep, flicking through Exchange & Mart, when this advert jumped out and called to me: ‘Free Trip to Nepal for Diesel Mechanic.’ Propelled by Dad’s reassurance, I applied and successfully landed the job – as both mechanic and driver for the trip to Nepal. This was the start of an exhilarating journey of self – discovery.

I soon found myself driving a Magic Bus on the hippie trail to India, a place that ultimately became my home for five of the next 11 years. In 1979 I was introduced to the ashram of Osho, an enlightened master who at the time was known as Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh. Being in his company is another story for another time. For now, let me just say that he continues to touch my heart very deeply.