"Oh! And what difference might that make to me? You are horridly conceited; do you know it?"
"Please stay, Calypso. It's too hot to sleep."
"No; star-prowling is contrary to civilized custom."
"But every soul in the house is sound asleep—"
"I should hope so! And you and I have no business to be out here."
"Do little observances of that sort count with you and me?"
"They don't," she said, shaking her head, "but they ought to. I want to stay. There is no real reason why I shouldn't—except the absurd fear of being caught unawares. Perhaps, perhaps I might stay for ten more minutes.... Oh, the divine beauty of it all! How hot it is!—the splash of the fountains seems to cool things a little—and those jagged, silvery reflections of the stars, deep, deep in the pool there.... Did you see that fish swirl to the surface? Hark! What was that queer sound?"
"Some night bird crying in the marshes. It will rain to-morrow; the wind is blowing from the hammock; that's why it's hot to-night; can you detect the odour of wild sweet-bay?"
"Yes—at moments. And I can just hear the surf—calling, calling 'Calypso!' as you called me once.... I must go, now."
"To the sea or the house?" he asked, laughing.
She walked a few paces toward the house, halted, and looked back audaciously.
"I'd go to the sea—only I'm afraid I'd be found out.... Isn't it all too stupid! Where convention is needless and one's wish is so harmless why should a girl turn coward at the fear of somebody discovering how innocently happy she is trying to be with a man!… It makes me very impatient at times." … She turned, hesitated, stepped nearer and looked him in the face, daringly perverse.
"I want to go with you!… Have we not passed through enough together to deserve this little unconventional happiness?" She was breathing more quickly. "I will go with you if you wish."
"To the sea?"
"Yes. It is only a half mile by the hammock path. The servants are awake at six. Really, the night is too superb to waste—alone. But we must get back in time, if I go with you."
"Have you a key?"
"Yes, here in my gloves"—stripping them from her bare arms. "Can you put them into your pocket with the key?… And I'll pin up my skirt to get it out of the way.... What? Do you think it's a pretty gown? I did not think you noticed it. I've danced it to rags.... And will you take this fan, please? No, I'll wear the wrap—it's only cobweb weight."
She had now pinned up her gown to walking-skirt length; her slim feet were sheathed in silken dancing gear; and she bent over to survey them, then glanced doubtfully at Hamil, who shook his head.
"Never mind," she said resolutely; "only we can't walk far on the beach; I could never keep them on in the dune sands. Are you ready, O my tempter?"
Like a pair of guilty ghosts they crossed the shadowy garden, skirted the dark orange groves, and instead of entering the broad palm-lined way that led straight east for two miles to the sea, they turned into the sinuous hammock path which, curving south, cut off nearly a mile and a half.
"It's rather dark," she said.
They walked for a few minutes in silence; and, at first, she could not understand why he insisted on leading, because the path was wide enough for both.
"I will not proceed in this absurd manner," she said at last—"like an Indian and his faithful squaw. Why on earth do you—"
And it flashed across her at the same instant.
"Is that why?"—imperiously abrupt.
"What?" he asked, halting.
She passed her arm through his, not gently, but her laughing voice was very friendly:
"If we jump a snake in the dark, my friend, we jump him together! It's like you, but your friend Shiela won't permit it."
"Oh, it's only a conventional precaution—"
"Yes? Well, we'll take chances together.... Suppose—by the wildest and weirdest stretch of a highly coloured imagination you jumped a rattler?"
"Nonsense—"
"Suppose you did?"
He said, sobered: "It would be horribly awkward for you to explain. I forgot about—"
"Do you think I meant that! Do you think I'd care what people might say about our being here together? I—I'd want them to know it! What would I care—about—anything—then!"
Through the scorn in her voice he detected the awakened emotion; and, responsive, his pulse quickened, beating hard and heavy in throat and breast.
"I had almost forgotten," he said, "that we might dare look at things that way.... It all has been so—hopeless—lately—"
"What?… Yes, I understand."
"Do you?—my trying to let you alone—trying to think differently—to ignore all that has been said?"
"Yes.... This is no time to bring up such things." Her uneven breathing was perceptible to him as she moved by his side through the darkness, her arm resting on his.
No, this was no time to bring up such things. They knew it. And she, who in the confidence of her youth had dared to trust her unknown self, listened now to the startled beating of her heart at the first hint of peril.
"I wish I had not come," she said.
He did not ask her why.
"You are very silent—you have been so for days," she added; then, too late, knew that once more her tongue had betrayed her. "Don't answer me," she whispered.
"Why not?"
"Because what I say is folly.... I—I must ask you to release my hands.... You know it is only because I think it safer for—us; don't you?"
"What threatens you. Calypso?"
"Nothing.... I told you once that I am afraid—even in daylight. Ask yourself what I fear here under the stars with you."
"You fear me?"—managing to laugh.
"No; I dread your ally—my unknown self—in arms eternally to fight for you," she answered with forced gaiety. "Shall we kill her to-night? She deserves no consideration at our hands."
"Dear—"